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Selfishness human filth soiled this crappy world
Why do I never fit in? Is there a place out there for people like me. Freaks. Out of place the answer is no.

I live in a small town right behind Tennessee you'd think I'd be an outgoing lovable person.

You'd be wrong.

I hate everyone in this town. My dad can't support me ma left
Father beats the crap out of me everyday blaming the reason ma left on me as always I grown used to the abuse since I was 5. Let me explain.

Five year old me

I watched with confusion as mama walked out the door. Not looking back. I called out for her my teddy named will in hand .

"Mama?..mama?! Where are you going mama!?!"

She slammed the door shut causing me to flinch and step back. Looking at father I was so young and confused so stupid. Father glared at me with tears in his eyes. He stepped towards me and slapped me. Making me fall to the ground and look at him with such sadness and betrayal. Grabbing me by the hand he pushed me in my room and slammed the door locking it.

I was whimpering and crying. I went to my bed and laid under the covers. Not sleeping a wink last night no food came to me that night or the next.

11 year old me

I hide myself in the closet afraid dad was drunk again and would touch me in no no places. I heard crashing and began to breath really heavy. Hearing foot steps come up the stairs knowing it was fathers. Trying to find me praying to god he doesn't.

But I never was lucky.

Foot steps came closer to my room and I heard the door slam open and in came father staring directly at my wooden closet. He had a smirk on his face evil glint in his eye. He walked to the closet and with one more chug of the beer in his hand he opened it and pulled me out.

Pinning me on the bed as I screamed and begged him not to. I was so young. He ripped of my shirt and skirt looking at me with lustful eyes. I whimpered and struggled be he was way bigger and stronger then me.

He brought down his pants and boxers revealing his man hood and brought it to my entrance and then.

I can't continue that T-T

15 year old me

I yelled at my father as he brought a bunch of men to the house. Destroying everything. He looked at me in pure anger and punched me. Kicking me to my room as his buddies laugh.

I went to my room and into the bathroom grabbing my Lazer my baled I cut real deep this time. Blood began to drip everywhere as my nose started to bleed I fainted.

Opening my eyes I saw I was in the bathroom still but this time I had no cut.







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