Please Forgive Me

Chapter 6: Please Forgive Me

I feel arms wrap around me, soft and warm, and I curl into them.
"Hazzy." I whimper. "Hazzy I'm...so sorry."
He's crying. I can hear him. He's also trying not to... because as I have said before... guys don't particularly like showing their feelings.
I sit up slowly rubbing my sore red eyes and I whimper yet again.
"Hazzy, you didn't deserve what I did to you... what-what I said to you... I...I'm so sorry Hazzy."
He doesn't say anything, all I can hear is soft little sniffles, his tiny nose is now stuffy from crying.
"Are you okay?" I ask quietly. There isn't a response from him. He just sighs unevenly, staying quiet. I lay my head back and try closing my eyes. Before I even realize what's going on I feel Harry kiss me.
Soft pink lips are latched onto mine. I soon move in sync with his kiss and he chuckles.
"I've missed doing that... you really are the best kisser."
I feel myself flush pink at the compliment, followed by never ending blushing. I'm a sucker for compliments. Is it that obvious?
"I'm sorry too." His voice goes sorrowful, like a wounded animal surrounded by wolves. I want to soccer punch myself for even letting him blame himself. He didn't do anything.
"Hazzy it's not your-"
I'm cut off with another kiss. I melt into it. He is kissing away my tears. My fears. But most of all my pain.
"Lou... don't you dare blame this on yourself..." He says quietly, new tears are forming in his eyes and old ones roll down his reddened swollen cheeks. "You broke up with me for a good reason... I was... I was never around...and when I was I...I was a jerk."
I shook my head, putting a strand of hair behind his ear. He wasn't ever really just a total jerk... to be quite honest... he wasn't a jerk at all. He at times could be cranky... but never more than that. I smile now and kiss his hand.
"Harry... I still love you." I say with a genuine smile, my eyes begin to flutter, and for whatever reason I feel butterflies in the pit of my tummy. "I love you m-more than anything in the entire world." His frown softens to a gentle smile. I'm almost positive that he feels the same, I don't say anything though. I just sit there and wait. He wraps his arms around me again and I hear him whisper softly in my ear. "I love you way more." Always have...always will." And with that solid note, it seemed as if Harry and I were back together again...at least that's what I was hoping for.