Fangirl No More

+HollieWWExox, hey there friend, here's ur super late request. but really, how can you wait for this long? omg idol. 💕 i hope that 'a month' waiting for this makes you happy! namjoon papi✨

Your POV

"Hi-Touch this way," Bighit staffs said as i can't hold my feels anymore. I did saw BTS just an hour ago but this is when i'll see them closely! And the thing is, i'll hold their hand.

Other girls fell in line including me to go inside the room for Hi-Touch. Omg! Runcha Randa, here i come beybeh!

When i'm already inside the room, i controlled myself. I can't believe, i'm here! I'm shaking while walking towards them. Their fucking precious smiles!

"Annyeong." i bowed in every members there. Fuck, fuck, fuck, Jungkook, Yoongi, Jin, V, Jimin, and..

Rabbie mon huhuhu.

The last member in row was Rapmon. His dimples flashed, he looked at me differently like the other members don't. It's like.. i'm with a unicorn in a rainbow.

"A-annyeong.. Hyung." damn! Did i just said hyung? Well i'm tensed. Damn you, Namjoon.

But he luaghed at me! Oh i'm such a fool for calling Rapmon hyung.

I smiled and about to go but then Rapmon grabbed my hand. I blushed like hell! Why would he pulled me? I awkardly laughed while other members looked at us.

"Hyung! There's no time for miss right!"

"I thought i'm just your only one!"

"Hyung is now a man!"

Others said in korean. Shit! I'm so really embarassed.

"Well stop!" Namjoon said laughing. He asked staffs to let me to the backstage. UHM! AM I REALLY DREAMING?

"Come on," Rapmon said holding my wrist and pulling me to go to the backstage after the hi-touch is done. Well, this is a lucky dream. If ever.

When we came in the backstage, he quickly pulled out his phone. Shit sherlock, i hope others' phones are like Namjoon's. Crack-less.

"C-can i get your number?" him being shy is the most adorable thing ever for me. I can't even believe he'd be shy to me! Cause why?

"Huh? O-of course. You're my bias hehe." i said but totally in my inside, i'm screaming what's in my heart now. WTF DUD, NAMJOON IN MY AREA.

As we exchange numbers, awkwardly, we're laughing together. "Damn, i've never been so like this." he murmured. But i remained quiet even though it's such a sin.

"I guess it's done? I-I'll text you later and i'm going to pick you up when you're outside." he winked and lead me back to the concert arena.

Isn't he awared of sasaengs. Wtf.

As i'm back in my assigned area, I couldn't help but smile. Fuck. This. Shit. This. Is. So. Fucking. Cool.

"Eyo, y/n wer hav u been? Fuck." i saw my friend, Lilac looking high. She'd always look high.

"Damn, i'm going to tell you something tomorrow when we get back to America." i said to her. Actually, we're at the concert here at London. We flew just to see BTS. And our flight back to California will be tomorrow midnight.

"Damn, tell me it's not Hobi." i laughed and shooked my head.

We chit-chat a little about how BTS are so still handsome after many years had passed since we personally saw them. Yup, our second time here.