I destroyed the ones I love

The suffering

I woke up. It was only a nightmare! But... It seemed so real that it still hurts. I lay back down seeing it was only 12:00 AM. I fell back asleep a couple of hours later
I see the maze again. Same as before except this time I was in the center. All the passages were blocked. Then I hear a muffled scream behind me. I turn around. "Hali!" I exclaimed. Hali is my best friend and I love her like a sister. "Don't worry Hali I'll untie you just stay quiet." I run towards her. Then she appears. The other me laughs. Her fangs showing. "LET HER GO!" I scream anger boiling inside me. "If you insist." She grins. Then she takes a sword, flames on its blade exactly like the knives, and cuts her neck. Not enough for the head to fall off, but enough to hurt and kill her. "NO! HALI! PLEASE HALI COME ON! NOT YOU TOO I CANT LOSE YOU TOO!" I scream. She looks at me for the last time and her last words were "How could you do this to me? I th-th-thought you we-we-were my best frie-." Then she was gone. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! NO! NO! NO! HALI PLEASE DONT DIE! PLEASE! My mother is gone and I CANT LOSE YOU TOO! HALI! HALI! HALI! HALI!" I cry and scream. My face is drenched with tears. She suffered because of what I did. No! Because of what the other me did! I'm so hurt. My mom is gone and now my best friend is too. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I scream again in anger and pain. "HALI!!!" I scream.