Chapter 30
Ash's pov. (Plot twist!) (:)
I want it to end all the pain all of it. I hate this life
I did all of this just for family.
I shouldn't have done that.
I tell myself everyday.
I want it to stop. I want to stop breathing I want to stop the pain I cause everyone.
All I had left was Astrid.
Now she is gone two.
I have nothing left to live for
and no one left to tell me im fine and that nothing is wrong with my life.
But that's always a lie because life is never fair.
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last post till sunday YAY my birthday!!!!!