Im really missing you
I cant stop miss everything about you.
I read a status, i remember you.
I see a couple, i remember us.
I see the sky today. And wonder what the sky where you are living looks like today.
I miss how you like read manhwa so much, and even cartoon but your wife doesnt like you watch cartoon.
I miss everytime i saw you. My heart was really warm and happy.
You hate drinking beer but still tried to drink it just for me.
I miss when u wokeup at morning and prepared going to work.
I was just sitting on bed and watching everything you was doing.
And i dont want leave you at all..
But you had to go to work and i stayed in room, wished time could go faster n faster so I can meet you again.
Everytime i was with you. I wish time could stop. So I could talk to you, see you, hold you so tight so long.
I miss we was walking and we was holding hands so tight.
I miss your sleeping face.
Miss your smile and your kiss on my cheeks.
I miss our conversations and when u was trying to wait me went back to you, even you was so tired after a long working day
I miss when u was trying to run back to me in our last night.
I miss when you told me :"dont worry, if you dont want ,nothing happens"
And even how many times I wanted to hold you tight, and told you about my hard life then cried a lot make your shirt wet. But I couldnt,.
When u asked about my family, i almost cried. Even I wanted to tell you everything and cried out lout.
But I didnt know why I tried to resist crying in front of you.
When almost time I wish you could see me cry, i wish you was with me when I was crying
But I didnt want to cry when you was in front of me.
I know i will never be the girl you choose in the end.
I know everything we did is wrong. Because you have family already. And i am still so young .
But I cant stop loving you.
I cant stop thinking about you.
Love is very funny
It makes me happy and impasse at the same time.
You make me want to live when we was happy
and make me want to die when we was fighting.
I can be strong but just when you still stay with me.
I have nothing to love except you.
This is not a first time i fall in love.
But it is a first time I need someone so much in my life.
I always know you can forget me easily
But i will never forget or leave you.
You dont know what is love.
But I know.
To me, love is someone makes me keep living in this harsh world.
Because of wanting to meet someone. i will try to live through all my bad days.
Im typing these words and crying a lot in night.
As much as i type as much as i cry because of missing you.
오늘 도 나눈물로 지새워..
준호 오빠, 날 버라지마.
사랑했덛 우리가
왜 또 이 모양 이 꼴일까?
너 왜이 래?
