I will also have a scar in the place were i was stabbed in the heart from him. Everything about him was what got. He was perfect to me and he still is. But the pain of knowing he didnt feel that way towards me was what left that scar. It would of healed if he loved me back. So when i was chained down with the feeling of pain and sadness was when i was depressed. I was always in a bad moods because i couldnt find the key to unlock the chains so i would toss and turn in my emotions but failed to feel better. Then one day i realized the key was in my hands all along. I just had to have courage and will power to find it. I've come to realize that there will come a day when i do find someone just for me. But i have to have patience I'm only 14 i have a long life to life and if he dates me i will be over-joyed but if not move and on. I may have not been happy with the fact that he does'nt feel the same way but he came into my life for some purpose and that was to teach this very important lesson that i had to learn the hard way. I'm thankful for the experince because i have blossmed and learned from this experince.
