So this it I thought as I looked at the house i grew up in for the very last time . I sighed as i walk through the doors wishing this wasn't happening but I had no choice my mom was forcing me to move on like she had quickly did . I remained silent as we drove to the airport I could feel her looking at me usually i would've talked to her about how I was feeling but of she didn't understand by now then she never will .
" honey " my mom said caressing my hand while we boarded the plane I looked at her " this is the beginning not the end yes NYC been good to us but LA will be better this is a big adjustment for me and you both but its not just you and me anymore she said glancing down at her wedding band . " we have a new family and were all coning together she smiled . I rolled my eyes pulling NY beats from out my duffle bag plugging them into my tablet turning on party next door blasting it as High as it could go drowning my mother everything she was saying was irritating me and I needed an escape what was better than music .
" welcome to LA Izzy " my mom husband greeted me with a hug . " "thanks Mr.Roberts " I greeted him back walking around him heading into the house I was only here for ten minutes and I was already baking in this LA heat its no joke ." Isabelle " Mr.Roberts called out to me I rolled my eyes I hated when people called me my first name it's Izzy or belle nothing in between . " yes Mr.Roberts " I smiled he lightly chuckled one thing about my momma she did have good taste Mr .Roberts was handsome he favored the actor will smith to light for my liking but he cool peep for what I've know of .
" just making sure your comfortable " I nodded not really caring to talk much longer " and you don't have to call me Mr.Roberts i furrowed my eye brows " what am I supposed to call then dad I asked sarcastically . " I would like that but whatever floats your boat " he stated " your not my dad Robert and you never will be i took off flying up the stairs heading to the first room I found I closed the door behind . I shook my head at the what things nigga thought was about to go down .
I reached into my wallet and pulled out a picture of my hero my father tears filled my eye " dad I miss you so much why did you have to leave me ever since you been gone me and mama don't see eye to eye I try to male things work with her but its like she spiraled out of control she doesn't care about nothing but her self she's married again not once did she ask me how I felt about her dating let alone marrying the guy for crying out loud you weren't even like warm in the grown before she went on the dating scene I just feel like I don't have nobody anymore dad in all alone . I miss you so much I wish you were here I finally made it to LA just wish you were here to share the exaperince with me I cried while I held picture close to my heart .
I looked around the room smiling when I see posters all over of my wife Kylie Jenner and my baby mama rihanna i stepped off the the bed heading to the dresser I smiled when I noticed jcole new album and a august alsina this thing called life hat . I feel kinda bad for crying over this person room gave a mental breakdown but at least I know this person have good taste and hopefully we could get a long in not really a people person so if they don't speak to me well just be roommates most likely ever since my dad passed 1 year ago I stay to myself and I became very antisocial I know he wouldn't want me to act like this but I feel so lost with out him my whole world came crashing down
" dad promise me one thing I spoke to his picture " send me someone that can lift my spirit and let me find happiness again that momma can take from me please dad I cried before I feel asleep in this stranger room . Hoping that when I wake up things could be better or at least a little bit easier to deal with than they are now .
" ayo ma" I heard a deep baritone voice say before I was shooken out of my sleep instantly my eyes flutters open " what I rudely said when I laid eye on the most gorgeous man i ever seen and I'm from NYC I've done encountered some hot tamales " chill out shorty you are in laying in my bed in my room without my permission he said irritated I didn't care about his attitude I just was intrigued with how sexy he was and how when he was talking with his thick accent he was sending chill through my body .
" my fault I'm Izzy I reached my hand out to shake . He smiled " true new yorker huh baybeh im Anthony he said pulling me into a nice hug that lingers a little longer than I was expecting but I'm not complaining I took my chance to inhale his colon and enjoy his embrace I can't remember the last time I really had hug I quickly pulled away when I realized I might be give him the wrong impression of me " well I better get going , see what my mom up to I said collecting my things before I could exit his room he spoke " they gone " he said pulling his phone out texting away " where to I asked curious my mom could be at least told me she was out
" something about dinner or whatever " Anthony said stepping closer to me ." Izzy imaa give you a pass this time but in the future don't come in my room without my permission I swallowed hard nodding he kissed my check making me feel light headed and crazy inside " welcome to the family sis " he whispers before he close the floor leaving me shocked " what the fuck " I thought
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