My Life

Chapter 3

I woke up to someone kissing my face and whispering something to me. My eyes flutter open only to find Liam smiling down at me.

“Morning mommy. You slept with me last night.” Liam says looking at me

“Hey baby boy. Yeah mommy slept with you because she was scared of the monster” I say sitting up and opening my arms for a hug

“Awww mommy scared of the scawy moster.” Liam says hugging me

He kisses my forehead and says “ Don’t worry mommy I’m here with you and I’ll kick the moster weh he comes.”

“Thanks baby boy.” I said

My goodness I’m gonna miss him. Tears started to build up in my eyes and I hug Liam trying to let the tears go away.

“Mommy why are you crying?” Liam asks frowning at me

“I’m gonna miss you sweetie. Mommy has to go somewhere and then come back later and see you.” I say crying and smiling a the same time

“Aww mommy you see me after school everyday. Its alright.” Liam says wiping my tears away. My baby boy thinks that I’m crying cause I wont see him for the whole day today til I come and pick him up.

“No darling mommy’s going to another place and stay there for a long time to get stronger and better so I can protect you. Mommy will come back and mommy will call and talk to you every night and sing our song before you go sleep.” I say smiling at Liam

 Liams eyes start to tear up “Buh mommy you won’t be here with me for a long time to sleep with me when I’m scared. Mommy I am going to miss you so much everday.” He says jumping on me crying

"Mommy please don’t go. Mommy please don’t go. I come with you?”

he pleads looking a me with his teary eyes

It breaks my heart to see him cry like this. This is so hard I thought I can do it but right now I am not so sure if I have the strength to go and live somewhere far away from my boy.

“Son, mommy will talk to you everyday. Mommy will come and buy you the car toys you want and we’ll go watch Cars 2 and Despeciable 2 when mommy sees you. Mommy loves you soooo much darling.” I say hugging him.

“Here, where this necklace to remember me son. Open it and inside is a photo of you and mommy. Ok? Mommy has one too. Look I’m wearing it now, when you miss me during school just open your necklace and you’ll see me. ok? And this way, mommy will always be with you.” I say to him and he just nods his head

2hours later*

“Mommy please don’t go. Please mommy. Take me with you mommy.” My baby boy cries while Mason is trying to hold him back from running to me

I am crying my eyes out because leaving my family especially Liam and Mason is breaking my heart. I’m gonna miss them so much.

“I love you baby boy. Take care. Mase take care of my Liam for me. Love you mom and dad. Goodbye”

I blew a kiss to them and walk inside to wait for my flight to board. I didn't want to walk away I just wanted to go back home with my family. Don't ugly cry Rose everyone's looking. This I keep telling myself every time I feel like I'm gonna breakdown.

I never thought it was going to be this hurtful leaving my home and the people I love. But I guess this is how life is. Things will not always be the same forever. Change will always be there, somewhere along your journey in life. New life. New school. New Pack. Here I come.

 My flight has boarded and now I am sitting in first class looking out the window to the clouds. Hmmmmmm better go check my face.

I went in the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My eyes were puffy and red.  Great now I look like a mess. I grabbed my make up bag and started putting on light make up.  When I finished I changed my outfit. I got out my Camouflage jeans and my grey top that shows off my abs or ab hahaha with long sleeves and holes on the shoulders with a black cross at the front. I put on my black high top shoes and left the laces hanging. For my hair, I just left it down and letting it loose.