Shawn Mendes Imagines.

Reassure me (Shawn's POV)

She was laying down on her bed staring at the ceiling and closing her eyes every now and then , she looked breathlessly beautiful , she looked unreal. Even from my angle every inch of her face was defined and perfectly looking , it didn't take much for me to fall in love with her.

I've been standing there for the past 5 minutes staring at her and yet she still didn't notice me , she turned around on her side and held onto her pillow tight but i noticed how frustrated she looked.

She lifted her face a little bit catching my gaze.
"How long have you been staring at me?" she asked in a low voice
"Enough to know how bad you're feeling now" i spoke

She simply sighed and turned her face away from me.
"You don't have to babysit me i'm fine" she said in her pillow
"Y/N i know you're not"
"Shawn i'm telling you i'm okay" she spoke a little bit louder taking her covers to put it on her body.

"Would you mind if i joined?" I asked hesitating
"No i don't" she spoke bluntly.
Something was defenitely up and i didn't want to let her feel this way.
I lifted the covers to place myself next to her , she moved herself so that our body didn't touch.

She didn't want any contact or affection. But i still wanted to give her some , i patted her head and slowly played with her hair every now and then.
I was giving her a little affection so that she knew i was there.

She turned around and her eyes were shut , she didn't even look at me. "Im so sorry" she whispered.

"What for , love?"
"I'm so sorry" she repeated.
That's when i knew she was about to lose it , i pulled her body close to mine holding her tight.

"It's okay" i whispered "It's okay".