It's been a few days since I've lost you. It really hasn't been too easy for me, since you've been gone. You always seem to come to mind. I'm trying to pretend I'm just fine. I try to stay happy but it feels so fucking wrong. I miss you more than anything in this world. I wish I could be in your arms again, cause I miss your sweet embrace. I miss the times we stayed up watchin things and sittin around. I miss how we'd cuddle and kiss, I miss everything that ever happened between us. Now that's all in the past. Now everything is fucked up. The thought of that hurts me more than anything. That I'll never see your smiling face again. It's gonna take time for things to get better, until then I'm gonna cry over you. It feels like the safest thing to do. I'm gonna try to make it without you. At the moment that sounds pretty fucking hard. I know its gonna be rough, I know I'm gonna fall but I gotta try to get back up. Stayin strong is something you'd want me to do. So I'll try for you. But it's hard, because I feel like I always see signs from you. I know I'll see you again someday, but till then know I loved you, past the end.
