Missing Baaaaaeeeeee

I Miss Himmmmm

This whole thing is just kinda the tip of the iceberg for me. So the last time he was mine was near the end of April of this year and it was all my fault. He was my whole world until I got cold feet and ended it. Worst mistake of my life... And I still haven't forgiven myself for it. Felix, if you're reading this I just want you to know that I'm sorry, and I don't expect you to do anything about this or forgive me or anything at all but I just want you to know that you are my every thought and I have tortured myself every day and night from the moment that I fucked up. I know you hate me and I get that, but you aren't the only one that my decision effected. I just want to tear my eyes out and burn my hair... I'm sooooo sorry and hope that you don't kill me for this...