Zalfie love

Zoe pov

Today the day of the Youtuber party and I'm sooo excited. It's Christmas themed which is my favourite!

I get to see all my friends including Louise, Caspar, Jim, Tanya, Niomi, Marcus, Tyler, Troye, Joey, Connor, my brother Joe and ... Alfie.

I haven't seen Alfie in ages so I'm so excited. He is one of my best friends and he means so much to me. Although I'm a bit nervous to see him as I've heard rumours that he fancies me but I don't think that's true because who would fancy someone as ugly as me who is weak with anxiety.

Getting ready is so exciting! I'm wearing my black bodycon midi dress that has a white collar as it's my favourite dress.

I shout for Joe to hurry up and his reply is " I've been ready for ages, I'm just waiting for you" which I know isn't true but anyway we have to hurry otherwise we'll be late

We have to get the train from Bath to London as it is the quickest way.

Daddy Sugg drops us off at the station and as he drives away from us we wave him goodbye as we aren't going to see him for a while because I'm going to stay at Louise's and Joe is staying at Caspar's after the party.

Travelling to London is nerve racking for me as it triggers my anxiety.

As my breathing starts to speed up, Joe notices and comes over to calm me down.
"Zoe, take deep breathes and don't worry I'm here for you"
This helps me a lot. I'm glad I've got a brother like Joe.

Finally we're on the train on the way and I've started to relax a bit more as I know that Joe is there right next to me but also I know that I am going to have an amazing night with all my friends.

I'm so excited!!