Zerkaa's lost little sister

Everything's clearer now (Filler chapter)

Simon's PoV

(Back to chapter 11 How blue his eyes are and chapter 13 Realization)

"Are you okay" I ask. Are you stupid Simon. Look at the poor girl. She's fucking trembling and looks like shes on verge of crying and youre asking a stupid question like that "No" I hear her whisper. Just loud enough for me to hear.

I walk closer to her and hug her she hesitated to put her arms around me but did anyway "No" she whispers again. I hug her and give her a tight reassuring squeeze. I start to unwrap my hands from her as she does the same.

I then put my hands on her shoulders "Its okay" I say "You're here now and you're safe we wont let anyone get to you or hurt you" I finish saying. I look at her for a response. She starts putting her pinkie up "Pinkie promise" She says "Pinkie promise" I say.

We both laugh. We slowly stop and look at each other. I've never noticed how big, brown and beautiful her eyes are. They are mesmerizing. No stop it Simon. This is Josh's little sister. You know what actually. Screw it. Sorry Josh but. She's beautiful and has an amazing personality.

I always get this weird feeling whenever am with or near her. I don't know why or what it is. I never get this feeling with anyone else. I've never even had this feeling before but it was a good one but. I don't know if i even like her.

All my thoughts and feelings are cloudy when it comes to her. All i know is whenever and with her. I get a good feeling and i like that.

We snap out of our trance of looking at each other "Shall we go downstairs now" She nods her head. We leave the room "Lets go" I say.

We exit the room and start walking downstairs in a comfortable silence. When we get to the bottom of the stairs. We hear shouting from the living room. I look over at Brooke and i can see she's a little bit scared. I guess she doesn't want to go in.

We start walking to the door. I stop her before we go in "Are you sure you wanna go in there you know we can hang in the kitchen for awhile if you want" I say to her with genuine concern "Lets just go in and get this over with" She says. I nod.

Brooke opens the door and we enter the boys are playing Fifa but paused it as they heard us enter. I look down and see she's uncomfortable. So i take her hand and lock her fingers with mine.

She squeezes my hand tight and starts walking towards the couch and sat down. We were sitting beside each other still holding hands.They all slowly start going back to playing fifa and i join them. I stayed beside her as i was playing and cheering the rest on.

I also couldn't stop thinking. I was thinking about right now and how lucky i am to be here and all the amazing friends i have and am doing something i love as a living and i couldn't be more happier. I have the dream job and friends basically the dream life or at least my dream life.

I wish i could say the same for Brooke. Wait. Why am i thinking about Brooke. Well yeah sure she's smart, beautiful, pretty, awesome, cool and an amazing person in generally. She just has a bad past that's all and i don't care about the past.

The past is the past we need to live for the present and hope for the future. A future. I hope i can share with her. Simon stop. Why are you thinking like this. This is Josh's little sister you're thinking/talking about here.

You need to respect that and even if i did want that to be my future. Josh would never say yes to me dating his little sister. That he's just met just got back and especially with her past he wouldn't and even if he did.

Does she even like me. Would she even say yes. I mean i hope she does. I mean i know I've already said this but.

I cant her big beautiful mesmerizing brown eyes. How i would melt and get lost in them. Her long soft brown hair. Her big soft lips and the way she would bite them while thinking deeply about something. Her lily white skin and how soft it is.

I just cant get her in generally out of my head. It drives me crazy, she drives me crazy.

I look down at her to see her lost in thought. I wonder what. About me maybe. No Simon. Why would she think about someone like you. You're too lanky and she can do way better than you

"Are you okay" I say with out thinking to her. Snapping her out of her thoughts. She looks up at me and says "Yeah" I look at her unsure but i pass it off and look at the TV and continue thinking.

Everything started to get more clearer the more i thought about it. That feeling was stronger than ever and now i realize. That i like....... Brooke Zerker

I continued thinking. I like Brooke. I like Brooke. Wow. How did it take me that long. That long to figure that out. The feeling in my stomach when am near her. Everything I've said about her. In my head obviously. Am so dumb.

"You okay Brooke" I hear Vikk say. I look down at her. Everyone else did the same. She looks like a ghost right now. "Yeah what am fine" She said. I had an unsure concerned look on my face. Are you really fine though Brooke. She didn't look fine.

"Okay" Vikk said. Uncertainty laced in his voice. We all go back to playing Fifa. "Hey what's up with you and James" Dylan says. I forgot she was here.

I feel her whole body tense up beside me at the mention of his name. Everyone looked at her as she snapped her head to Dylan. I squeezed her hand remembering what happened as she then looked at me. "Nothing" She lied.

"Ill be in my room am tired now" She said. We all nodded as she left. "Am tired too guys night" As i was leaving the room. I got a bunch of nights and see ya later from them. I got a glass of water and downed it. Then went to bed to sleep.

I like Brooke Zerker.

A/N Thats was a filler chapter. So you know what Simon thinks now.

So just in case you missed the note about another book. I am starting another book. Well more like continuing. My friend wanted me to carry on her book for her. Cause she never writes it anymore and she thinks it would be a really good book. So am finishing that for her.

So guys check it out. I would really appreciate it. I already have a couple chapters for it and the first chapter will be released today. So please go check that out. Its called The Bad Boy's Bet. So check that out.

Also Question for today. Did any of you guys ever watch Pinkie and the Brain? If you did leave a comment and tell me which one you liked better.

Anyway i will see you guys in the next chapter. Bye for now guys.