I woke up really early. School sucks. I got up and got dressed. I just threw on a pair of light wash jeans and a white crop top with a green bomber jacket. I put in my Jordan's and went outside. It was great having my best friends as my neighbors. Sammy, Johnson and Gilinsky were all at the bus stop already. I went over to them.
"hey nat you going to that party tonight?" Sammy asked me.
"yeah I guess so are u guys?" I asked as they all said yes. The bus pulled up and all four of us got on.
We walked into school and kinda went our own ways. Sammy stayed with me though because we had first period together.
"so nat i wanna talk to you quickly and just tell you whats been on my mind." Sam said.
"Ok go for it" i said.
"Ok this is gonna sound crazy but I'm getting feelings for you. I've felt like this for a while and i didn't know what to do."
"oh.. well sammy I'm happy you told me but I'm not going to screw up our friendship sammy. i love you too much to take that chance."
"i know you feel that way and i get it i wouldn't want to either but just think about it for me." He said as class started. That was weird. I love him but not like that.
Class ended and the day dragged along. It was lunch now. Gilinsky and i had lunch at the same time. Sammy and Johnson had class though. Gilinsky came to my locker.
"Hey Nat i really need to tell you something." He said.
"ok" i said as he started.
"I like you. I really like you. I can't hold it in anymore. Your gorgeous and i need to be more than friends with you." He said. What is going on. Twice in one day this has happened. Im speechless.
"G i don't know what to say. I love you so much your like my best friend but what happens if we break up or fight? i can't loose you as a friends and i don't want to take that chance." I said as we started walking to lunch.
"Nat i just want you to know how much i love you and i hope you can think about it." He said.
