No matter
How much you feel
How much you care
How much it hurts
You knew that would be his answer
No matter
How nice he is
How charming he maybe
Or how much you hoped
Hoped he would say
Say yes
You knew it would be no
But why...
Why am I sad
Why...What's wrong with me..
Why am Not good enough for him..
Why
Do you make me feel this way
Must you be so kind,
Must you be so charming,
& Have to lead me on?
Whatever the reason Stop
I don't
want to hurt again
To hurt worse,
To lose what's left of my smile,&
My good representation of you.
Please Tell me
To leave you alone
To quit taking to you
To not look at you
I beg of you, before you break this fragile glass that has just be super glued together
Dark sky's gray clouds
Sound deep and depressed, but really you've done no wrong. It's me you see, believing that you and I ever could be, but you see how hard it is to resist such a sight. You are the light. And I have no might, To fight, but I won't be blue, I wish I could take a clue.
Why?
No time can't be bent, can be spent, but why. Why must we die?
You like confidence
You like confidence, I had a fence. I tore it down, thinking you would give me a crown. Boy I was so wrong, like hitting the gong wrong. My friends try to cheer me up. They don't realize your charm,They see you as harm. They sound the alarm. Please tell me to go, and I will not show
Scattered in Pieces
Across the ground
Stepped on over and over
It's not the first time
And probably not the last
My heart
My poor poor
Heart
The end of we, us and I
🙈🔷🔷🔷I'm so sad. It ended bad. After all that I thought we had. He's probably glad, and it was all bad.🔷🔷🔷🙈
Hurt ,and i feel like dirt.
It's not the first ,won't be the last, but with you, I thought would be different .. You are the quote on quote good guy... But, again in this season of crush saga I was the one that ended with the broken heart.. I feel so unlovable .. So ugly.. Unwanted..I don't blame ALL of it on you, although you did have a vital role in this dramatic scene .. This is not my end ... As a bump in the road, I'll keep on trucking.
Dorky
Your smile dorky but amazing. Your my reason for smiles and happiness, but every great thing can't always stay .. And you are that great thing that must go.. You were sweet and charming, but it's time for a end of my obsessive crushing and drop dead cry able moments..
Enemy
I'm my own worst enemy .. I fall for people that don't deserve my time, effort, nor sarcastic remarks... I fall for guys that don't treat anyone right aka duck boy alert... What's wrong with me do I like this seemingly unending Cycle of pain and destruction to my heart, mind, and soul. When will I learn I deserve better..
You are you
Your different, you care, you joke, and you even hug. I am not used to this kind of friendship with a person like you.. I like it I feel accepted. Thank you for being you and letting me be me.
Pool
Sadness is like a pool once your in you can't get out.. Tears don't stop like he won't stop ignoring me... I'm tired of this and there is nothing I could compare it to..not even these words can correctly describe my exact feelings.
Hero
You can be the hero and I'll be the innocent. this was how it was supposed to go this script was not followed... He played the villain I was the hero, and he found my weakness, which was my love & trust for him.. I didn't make it to have a sequel nor did I make it to see the end of the movie..he had beaten me and and he ran off with her...And I was forgotten forever.. While she became the best thing or should I say worst thing since sliced bread..
Sorry not really
I'm sorry I'm not her.. I know you want her forever and ever ... That's how I feel about you.. And she chances him , like your chasing her... Your like me you give people days when they barely deserve minutes .. I'm not saying we are made perfect for each other .. I'm just comparing to un alike things using like or as... And I'm not like her your not like him ... Do you see we both deserve an upgrade... Maybe Not each other but something better.. Or maybe exactly what we need is each other .. Who the hell knows.. Anything is possible.
Inspiration
I've clawed my way to the top.. There have been tears... Many many tears... But it was worth it! To finally reach the top to realize there's a even higher mountain ... Wanna know something more crazy ... I'm already claiming it to reach my next goal...
Feels
I'm not sorry for what I felt, I'm sorry for how it made you uncomfortable...really I am... I promise I will give you your desired space.. Once it made it clear I'm sorry and mean it turkey and most sincere...
Full arms
You always manage to break through my locked doors... And every-time I welcome you with full arms.. What's your trick is it brainwash ?... I don't mean to be rude I'm just so confused on how destiny always puts us together again?
Can you at least acknowledge my existence.. You look right at me and you turn away... Can you at least acknowledge my existence... I wave you wave... Acknowledge me... Please ..
If only you could see these words, maybe you would understand .. Maybe you would care... Maybe even acknowledge me.. Maybe even Look away from her and glance at me at least for a second... But in that second I would feel that you at least kinda care how I feel...
I've been on my own ...always.. I keep what really hurts to myself I lock it away and every time I open it to add to.. I feel all of it at once... One day I will share it with someone and it will all disappear ... And be nothing.
Bug
If you don't want me to bug you,Tell me to bug off, and if I'm supper annoying tell me to stop, and if you want me gone tell me to, because I will leave at one snap... One tear at a time..
Do you ... Do you even care ..care about me... At all .. Or am I nothing.. To you. If I left would you notice or even care... Can you please tell me this waiting game is killing me but not as much if you were to lie and say you did when you didn't or if you said you didn't but did...
