I struggle with depression I cut I constantly wanna die because I'm a failure and a dissapointment.I have given up on most things but I stay alive because of two people,my sister and girlfriend without them I'm fully dead inside and out.Most of the time I think to myself why do I keep living In this world then cry then listen to music and it reminds me of them.One song reminds me of both my girls that song is "Baby Blue Eyes"I forget who by at the moment.My friends mean a lot to me but they some how make me feel bad like I don't deserve them or they shouldn't even have met me.I feel like I'm worthless to them and in secret they personally hate me.
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Stay Alive
Non-Fictionfirst time weighting something emotional to me and my thoughts