I knew I had to do it. I knew I had to pull the trigger. If I didn't, everyone I cared about would die, but if I did pull that trigger then I would lose the person I cared for the most. This is one of those choices that no one should have to make. The hard part is I already knew the decision that I was going to make. I pulled the trigger. I heard the gun go off. I felt the gun kick. I felt my body fall. I felt it all disappear.