I Need to Write

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I can't do this. I'm crazy, I'm crazy. Whatever. I'll just write.

Night 1

I'm torn between guys.

Ones candy, ones a pepper.

Hot and sweet don't mix


I shouldn't do this.

I'm taken, and that's a fact.

I can't answer why.


Why do I do this?

Like said, I can't answer that.

Could it be nature?


This is just crazy.

Rattling off at midnight.

All about some dudes.


People think I'm gay.

He probably thinks so too.

Haircut doesn't help. 😑


This is bad timing.

Brandon get out of my head!

You and your swagger. 😠


Adam's mine for now.

I wish I really missed him.

Don't miss him at all.


But not just with him.

Don't miss anyone any

more. I don't feel hurt.


Not to say I'm numb.

I'm not a sociopath.

I learned not to hurt.


My past; it's its fault.

That I deal with things this way.

"Move on little girl."


That's what I tell me.

"Don't hurt; it's better this way."

But it just isn't.


Look at me right now.

I set out to debate guys.

Ha, a fantasy.


Like I'd have a choice.

These guys would fight over me?

Only in my dreams.


What a dream indeed.

The two traits I want fighting,

Will heart or looks win?


It's not like I know

Know what Brandon's really like.

I met him last month.


Why do you do this?

Do you want to steal our hearts?

Do you enjoy it?

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