BTS Reaction & Imagines

Forgive? Forget? |✶| Part 1

Group: BTS

Member(s): Your choice of member

Genre: Angst. (Future will be different)

Plot: He kissed...but it wasn't you.

Pairing(s) : You and Your choice of member

Note: I know that everyone has a different bias in BTS and my uploads are based one one member per story...so i think im going to write stories like this so i can please everyone ^^ Enjoy and tell me who you thought of (or wanted) in this one in the comments.

Word Count: 1,213

         

Ass Hole: Y/N, why aren't you picking up your phone?

Ass Hole: Is everything okay?

Ass Hole: Why do you keep cutting my calls?!

Ass Hole: Please answer my calls Jagi

You: Don't call me that

Ass Hole: ?? Whats wrong?

You: Don't play dumb with me.

Ass Hole: What are you talking about? I'm so confused. Are you okay?

You: Wow, didn't know you were so dense and stupid. I should be the one confused here. I don't know why my boyfriend would kiss another girl when he's already in a relationship with me...Either I'm right or the internet is trolling me with a very good photoshopped pitcher of you lip-locked with someone else.

You: And for your information, I am far from okay... but that doesn't matter right?

Ass Hole: Jagi, please listen to me

You: You don't care

Ass Hole: Yes I do. Don't say that

You: If you actually cared, then you wouldn't have cheated on me. You wouldn't have broken my heart. You wouldn't have tested me like this. You wouldn't have hurt me

Ass Hole: ...I'm sorry Jagi. I didn't mean to

You: Drop a glass and say sorry to it. Let's see if it fixes anything

Ass Hole: Y/N, I know saying sorry isn't going to fix anything but right now that's all i can do. I never meant to kiss her...I was so stressed with everything, I wasn't thinking straight. I missed you and needed you

You: So you thought kissing her would make things better?

Ass Hole: Yes. I'm going to be honest and say yes, I though kissing her would make me feel better but it didn't. In fact, it made me feel worse. It felt felt wrong, like I was lying to myself...and to you. I didn't wan to kiss her, I wanted to kiss you. I kissed her thinking it was you but I realized what i was doing was wrong. Y/N, Im sorry, I really am. You have no idea how horrible I feel because of what i did and I feel even worse because I know that you got hurt in the worse way. I probably have no idea how bad your going though this and all i can say is that Im sorry and I love you. You only.

You: Doesn't look like it.

Ass Hole: You are the only person in my life and I would never have hurt you like this.

You: Yet you did.

Ass Hole: I love you and not her. she means nothing to me. I want you and you only. I promise, I will NEVER do anything like this or even think about it. Im just...I'm sorry Y/N. Please forgive me...

You: It's to late now. 

Ass Hole: Please don't do this to me, to us, to our relationship.

You: And I should let you do what you did? You can forget about out relationship and me. You could have told me this but no, you didn't. It wouldn't have been this bad if you told me this earlier, there could have been a chance for US...But if it weren't for me, you probably wouldn't have said a word. Not to mention you tried to play dumb with me.

Ass Hole:...

Ass Hole: ...Can I ask you something?

You: You already are you idiot

Ass Hole: Y/N

You: What? If you think Im going to forgive your sorry ass then your wrong.

Ass Hole: No...I hope you would but that's not the question.

You: Then bark

Ass Hole: ...How long have you known about this?

You: Long enough to decide that we're over and done with.

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Wake up, eat, work, sleep and repeat.

You'd be lying if you said that life wasn't a living hell. Everything around you reminded you of him. Oh how it hurt. Countless nights you spent sobbing in the corner of your room. You didn't even know why? You were so consumed with the thought of him cheating on you. Your nights turned into your days, your days turned into night. You were sleeping when you were supposed to be awake and you were awake when you're supposed to sleep. His one mistake turned your world upside down. You close friend, Minseo, would constantly check if you were okay or not. Luckily, she fixed your time table and got you back on your feet by staying over for a few weeks.

You lock the door of your car, with your jacket and bag hanging from your arm. The cold air nipping the tips of your ears and nose as you dig through your bag for your keys. It jingles as you jab it into the key whole. The door swings open and the you are greeted the emptiness of your house. All the lights are off and they remain off as you toe your shoes off and toss your bag somewhere on the dining table. It slides on the glass table and falls off the edge. What crummy luck you have. You star at the lump on the floor before continuing on your path to your bedroom. The darkness surrounded you as you changed into a long T-shirt and shorts. Three months, four weeks, two days and he still walks by your house to check if your home safe and sound from work. Sometimes he stays there for an hour or two. Does he think this'll make things any different, you think, he should really go back to the guys. Angrily, you walk over to the window of your room and see him sitting on the sidewalk. His back faces you and you see the fog coming out and around his figure. His arms wrap around himself as the cold manages to touch his skin through the slit of his jacket. You check the time. 1:27 a.m. A few words—in fact bad words— grumble out your mouth as jog to you desk, scribble on your notebook before tearing the page out and crumbling it into a ball. When you return to the window, his still figure sits on the concrete as if he's turned to stone.

"Don't make me regret this."

You open the double doored window. A shiver crawls up your spin. You look at the ball in your hand before looking back at him. Aim and throw. The paper ball hit his head, dragging attention it before switching it to you. You eyed the paper ball, telling him to read it without spearing any words. He unfolds the paper as you close the window.

You stare at him and he stairs back at you from the road. You walk back inside your house, leaving the front door open. He hesitates but then slowly walks inside, shutting the door behind him. He follows you with a safe distance into the kitchen.

"Why didn't you go back to the dorm?" You ask, breaking the silence.

"I...uh...was just checking on you." He presses him lips into a straight line.

"Well that's very kind of you." A gentle smile shined his way through the dim lights of the kitchen. A slight pain aches his chest. "You're a very caring friend you know that?"

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