Why?

Sade! Get your ass up here I need u! My older sister yells at me. Hold on u spoiled annoying brat! Don't get your pannties in a twist I got things to do to! I yell back at her. What do u need?I ask as I find my sister Michelle in the upstairs rest room.Ok I have two shade of blue eyshadow that goes perfectly with my skin pigment and..and I just can't pick the right one so u choose.Michelle tells me as I look at her with envy.Um...why do I care?I ask her with a puzzled look. Because Hailey is taking me and two of her guyy friends to the movies and I just want to sparkle!sye says excitedly. I think your outfit did that already my little sister amanda said as she passed by the bathroom. We both snicker. Hey its not funny u guys this night

means a lot to me!Michelle says dramaticly. Oh boo woo. Go cry about this to mom because I really don't care.As soon I was finished with another "Michelle crisis"my phone buzzes.You have two new messages it read. Elizabeth: are you getting ready for mall night?I reply Oh shit I forgot I'm gettting ready now.Jesus:Babe Me and elizabeth are on our way now I hope your ready.I reply I'm getting ready now bae.As I got ready my mom came in lookin high as ever. I know she smokes and drinks a lot but she never looks this bad. Nice outfit she says as she drinks a beer.Where u going? Where I always go on fridays the mall. Cool cool. Amanda and I will just be in my room watching tv.Um I don't think so mom amanda is coming with

me she always comes with us its fun having her around.I said trying to hide the fear in my voice.Oh oh really well then I hope u have a nice time she says in a angry voice then storms off.That was weird?I thought were did she storm off too?I wondered as I got my self together. I put on short-shorts,an abercrombie shirt and a abercrombie hoodie.I put on some foundation,mascara,and saphire blue eyeshadow with a sliver smokey eye.Ayyyye!Owwwww!Mommy sttttoooopppp

.Aaaaaaaaa!AAAAAAAAA!Sade hellllppp meeeee!I hear amanda scream.I run to the screaming which is in my moms room and I see amanda being beaten by my mom. MOM! WHAT THE FUCK ARE U DOING?! I try to pull my mom away from my sister but its no use,she just pushes me to the ground.Michelle left so I called jesus and elizabeth nd told them what happened.They were waiting in the car for me (good thing) jumped out and ran to the room. Elizabeth and I held onto my mom then jesus grabbed amanda and they both waited in my room. I told elizabeth to dress amanda while I hold onto my mom. When Elizabeth left my mom was kickin and

screaming at me.I saw jesus holding amanda and elizabeth signaling me to go in the mirror I got off my mom and ran. I heard my mom screaming and footsteps down the stairs.We slammed the door shut and ran to the car.Elizabeth sarted the car and jesus and I strapped amanda in and then he sat in the passenger seat of the car while I try to calm amanda down.What the fuck was that?Elizabeth asked.Yea what the hell happened in there?Jesus asked. I don't know.She just....snapped.I said nervously. Well let's just go to the

mall we can all just sleep at my place tonight,so we can look over amanda.Elizabeth said.Cool.I'll just tell michelle to come over.I said.Yea I'll just tell my mom I'm staying the night.Jesus said.Amanda honey.Elizabeth said.Yes?she said in a soft voice. You're gonna be just fine ok?We are gonna take care of everything alright?Ok amanda said in a soft voice.Everyone in the car fell asleep in the car except elizabeth until we got to the mall. We're here everyone.We all stretch and got out the car.Jesus held amanda for me because she was still asleep and we all headed for the mall.

I don't know what happened to my mom this day but some thing is not right.Why? is all I have to say.