My Baby Harry

Refusing it all

Harry

It had been a month since my incident and I am still refusing to go back to age play. I look horrible though my curls are greasy, my skin is pale, my voice is rough, I cut a lot, and I wet the bed almost every night from not wearing a nappy and being used to it. I fell asleep worried about wetting the bed again.

~the next morning~

Louis

I am so worried about Harry, I know he cuts and wets the bed. I set an alarm so I could get up before him and put a nappy on him. I walked into his room to see a pee stain getting larger in his crib. Right on schedule Harry. God thing Harry is a deep sleeper. I bathed him, and redressed him putting on a nappy and locking it for good measure. He was wearing a blue onsie with booties so he couldn't refuse anything. Soon he tried to pick his bum in his sleep. He woke up when he wasn't able to. He started sobbing when he saw he was in a onsie and nappy. I heated up a bottle and gave it to him. He was so caught up in crying he didn't realize he was drinking the bottle until it was all gone. He started squirming and I realized he had to pee but wasn't going to. Oh god, we are right back to where we started! I pressed his sensitive spot and immediatly felt his nappy grow warm. Then it got lumpy. He had also messed his nappy. He obviously went back into his head space as he started wailing like a baby. I laid him on the changing table and gave him a dummy to calm him down. I took off his onsie and unlocked his nappy. I changed him quickly but locked the nappy again just in case. Then the boys walked down and they all were happy seeing our baby is back. Liam made breakfast with Niall while Zayn and I tickled Harry until he ended up wetting his nappy again. We changed him and then Liam got breakfast. pancakes for us and baby food for Harry as usual. I think things are gonna stay normal now... well as normal as they can be with baby Harry.