He was born without a beating heart. The gods where too determined to keep him on the path of an unexpected hell. He was too young to understand that he was alone. He would cry out and no one would answer. No one cared. No one understood the pain of that infant. It would go on for two and one half years before he was given up like a worthless item. Little did the toddler know what befall before him. Little did he know he would be thrown away like trash. He had a few good years. But as a toddler of four years old he would learn how to survive in a world who was hellbent on destroying his soul. Because at four years old the other kids sensed the diffrence in him. They would attack him and try to dominate to no avail for the kid was stronger than then could imagine so the preschool bully ended up bloody. Then for years he would fight to survive in the heartless world. He would show that he isnt weak minded no matter how big the opposer was. But he didnt know that his biggest tormenter would die of a heart condition. Ha who knew the man had one. That event secured his future of pain that would shape him into something else. Something unpredictable. So he was forced to make the move fifteen hundred miles away. He was thrown back to the people that everyone called his parents but he only seen them as prison guards. No matter what he tried to do they only tormented him more. he would have to wait till bedtime to steal food. Even at his new school he grew stronger on the opposition caused to him. Then unexpectedly he moved again to a new prison only this time he was made stronger still. He would get struck by full growen woman he was still under 5 feet in height and weighed less than 50 pounds. He would still stay strong have a strong soul stand up to anyone who wanted to. He appossed his prison guards every day and every day got worse. But his soul just got stronger. HARDER. Less feeling. He refused to break. No one would defeat him. Pain didnt register. Taste didnt mean anything anymore. Then they decided to toss him away and so he went to a place that seemed like it was easier but they didnt want him he was rejected by school. He was rejected at home. He had no refuge so he went back into his head until he was forced to be moved again christmas was close at hand but what was christmas who was santa claus? the young boy didnt know anything of christmas. He hasnt experienced it since he was 1500 miles away. Where is grandma why didnt she keep him? Was he really the monster everyone believed him to be? Fuck it. He dont care maybe if he is a monster the world will eventually learn to leave him alone. He met a nice man one who would treat him with kindness and show him how to feed animals that where far bigger than the boy. Animals he would learn to talk to. Including the horse named cutter. Cutter wouldnt let anyone near him untill one day the boy would be sitting on a refridge and cutter would walk up and brush against the boy. So the boy had a new friend. The day before christmas a woman would show up to the door and take the boy away. Back to the prison guards. The boy went silently and didnt shed a tear i mean how long did he expect the happiness to last. He went to school every day silent. No one noticed no one cared why would they the boy didnt mean anything to them. Whats this? The kind man wants to take the boy? He is circling waiting for him? A woman came to the school to fetch him. Her name is sue. The man has a sue. He is here! He is rescuing him! As the boy walks down the stairs he sees the prison guards. Sue thats the name of one of them. How could he believe he would be saved the gods cursed him years ago. Back to prison then. Dont even get the plesantry of the school. For months. was it months? what is time? For awhile he was in the prison stealing food being forced to urinate on the floor then beat for it. He would get the mail then get beat for walking on the wrong side of the road. He gave up on decency a long time ago now he just defies everyone. One night he is told they are visiting a friend and he is going along. They arrive at a strange house and the prison guards tell him to go play with the young man who is 4 years older than the boy. What is "playing"? The boy never heard that word. But the young man was kind he let him wear a videogame vest. The boy went to show it to the adults but the prison guard called "mom" thought it was a bomb vest. Searves her right to be afraid he am a dangerous kid and she treats me horrably. The boy is told they are going home. His good feeling goes back to dread untill the weekend when he is told he is going back for a month. So he sits at the table excitedly waiting. But he keeps the smile away from his face. He wont risk it being taken away. The prison guard sue walks up and asks one simple question. "Do you want to come back here to me?" Is she crazy? She dont deserve to even ask after everything she has done. The boy looks her in the face and with a smile says. "No i dont I HATE you." The guard turns red and starts yelling and throwing the rest of his clothes down. "Fine you can stay there you little backstabbing brat!!" The boy yells for joy! He is away from the prison! But wait. what if these people dont agree for him to stay? what then? will he be forced back? He cant give them a reason to throw him away. They pick him up as the prison guard is still red and yelling now shes yelling at them. How dare she! These people show kindness to him. He yells at her as his new parents get in the car and drive away. Fuck that bitch she dont deserve anyone. Finally His tourture is over....or so he hopes