The days going by really slow.
(that's when you know I didnt know what to write and that this chapters gonna be boring lol)
I went to the rooftop during lunch.
No one was there.
I sighed. I love being at the roof top. Bariely anyone ever comes hhere. It makes me feel like I finally have somewhere for me to call mine.
I plug in my earphones in and place my phone next to me. I close my eyes taling deep breaths.
I felt good. My mind was everywhere else. It wasnt on my parents, it wasnt on my pain, it wasnt on anything. It was simply on the music.
I felt happy..... Happy..... Something i shoudnt feel. My parents are dead. I should be sad. But at this moment I feel happy.
The truth is... I knew my parents never loved me, they werent the ones who found me when i was about to commit suicide, they saw me cut myself in front of them, on purpose, and they didnt care. They never said I love you. I know that they're much happier without me and I know that weather they died or stayed alive, i would still be alone.
I hold in a breath for a couple seconds before breathing out.
With my eyes still closed i began to feel where i left my phone to change the song. But it wasnt there.
I shoot my eyes open and begin to search but immediately stop when i see Jungkook.
" Umm... Can i have my phone back?" i ask him. He shakes his head and begins to smile.
He looks down on my phone and begins to open it.
" Stupid. Why don't you have a lock screen?" He begins to scroll thru my phone.
" If your looking for something, you won't find it. I don't have anything to hide. I don't." He sighs and hands me my phone. I roll my eyes and look at the time. Its bariely 12:39. Next class doesn't start till 1.
" Why?" he asks.
" Why what?" I say annoyed.
" Why did you try to commit suicide?" he says. I look at him.
" It doesn't matter." I say as I look at the groud.
" If it doesn't matter you should be able to tell me." I feel my throat begin to swell up and my eyes begin to fill with water.
It doesn't matter; more like I dont matter.
" I said it doesnt matter." With that i picked up my things and walked away.
Fucking hell. I know. This sucked. But i suck so I'm sorry but i tried.
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