Missing You (Ziam)

CHAPTER 2

Liam's Pov

Why is the world so cruel? When you want someone and you know your too god for them, why can't they notice you?

The time I spent with one direction was the best time. I was there with my brothers and the love of my life. I was there experiencing it all, all of it because of the fans. I mean I wouldn't be here without them.

If I have all that then why can't I find or have him. He is the one that was always been there for me to cheer me up. Keep me sane. Always there to talk to when I need to talk. But ever since he left I felt nothing but sadness and regret. Regret that I never told him how I felt.

On our first concert without him was hell. When we sang you and I, every time his solo comes I always look at him and admire his beautiful voice. But, now I can't do that, I looked to my side and instantly felt tears coming out of my eyes, but i held it back.

The boys comforted me after the concert. The asked me if I was ok and of course I had to be strong and say I was ok.
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Now here I am in my flat in London, waiting for Cheryl to come here and see how I am doing. She usually does, I think. Every night I see him with his girlfriend being all happy and enjoying life together. They did a photo shoot together, they are visiting each other on each others shows. Heck, she even starred in his first debut single, which btw I love so much.

But, why can't I be her?

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*2 hours later*

Here I am lonely inside my apartment, what heck are you doing you might ask. Well I am here thinking about all the cute dates me and Zayn could be doing right now, all the laughs we would share and stealing small kisses from each other. But, no he is somewhere in the world, hanging out with her.

When is the bitch going to come. Supposedly, she is suppose to be pregnant, like what the actual fuck, I don't want kids with anyone and especially with her that could be my auntie, I just want to adopt kids with Zayn and only Zayn. But no I have to freaking PR this stupid pregnancy.

UGHHHH! UGHHHH!

FUCK WAITING FOR THIS BITCH

You know I shouldn't be doing this cause in reality I'll never see Zayn, and I'll never be able to talk to him. So what's the point of life now. If I can't have him then what's my purpose
Oh well-

"Liam!"

The bitch is here. Yay. I could hear her moving around the flat and while I made my way downstairs I could just hear here muttering incoherent words.

"Hey cher, why are you here so late?"

"Nothing just wanted to make sure you are okay, so are you okay.?"

" by ok do you mean mentally unstable and physically drowned and have cried myself to sleep many many many nights just thinking about him. If that's what you mean then I am perfectly fine."

Cheryl just had her mouth wide open after my definition of being okay. But you know what she shouldn't be surprised that I said that. Because it is my answer every time she ask me or checks on me if I am ok on a daily basis.

"Wel, how am I not surprised that that's your answer."

" you shouldn't, cause you know why? The more you ask me how I am then I am going to tell you the same answer I always tell you. The only reason for me to be ok is if I have him in my arms with him in my flat, me chasing hi around because of his quirkiness and his cute little smirk and smile. Him being all cute and me watching watching him draw like there is no one in the room."

" I know you miss him that's why we are going to Paris for Gigi's fashion show, and I heard he is going to be there."

" Oh my god I freaking love you for this.when do we leave and does he know I'm coming and does his managers know same with Gigi."

"Chill dude. Yes u already and before you ask anymore questions I'll explain. His managers noticed his behavior lately and when I called them they agreed instantly they just want the Zayn they manage back to his normal self. And as for Gigi her manager is agreeing to this for one reason only she hates stunt relationships. So are you going to pack or not."

"When do we leave?"

" tomorrow at pm be ready you finally get to see lover boy."

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Zayn's POV

" Liam is coming to Paris and he will be here on Thursday at 4 am."

After I heard Liam's name that instantly got my full attention.

I can't believe it!!!

I just miss him.

A/N

The next chapter will be bigger I promise.