Misguided Love ♥

Misguided Love ♥ Introduction

>::Introduction::<

I sat down in my bed facing the widow, Looking at the cut and bruises on my wrist that I did to myself.

I will never..Love. Ever again...

I layed down gently on my bed, thinking of what should i do if i love again.

I got up and closed the window when a book from my desk fell.

I went to pick it up and it was the yearbook.

Yearbook of 2005. Class of Mr. Bugan, 6th grade to be exact.

The book was faced down  open lying on the floor.

I grabbed it from the page to see the page.

Dylan Carter, Kelsey Lopez, Christina Jonns, Ian Lancaster .

I smiled to see his name...

Ian Lancaster...

I used to be his best friend.

And by best, I mean Best.

I sighed, remembering that now after 8th grade he changed and became popular and the 'guy every girl wants' guy.

He forgot me. Completely.

About 4 weeks ago i went up to I'm and told Ian, "Hey Buddeh!".

He looked at me like if i were crazy or something!

I just walked away with my head down to my friend Jordan.

Jordan was my best friend right after Ian left me.

She is such a good friend, I wuv her!

I threw the book acroos the room, Landing on the bed.

I sighed and grabbed it and threw it back to the table.

I went back to lie down on the bed when someone called me.

I saw the name Jay:) appear in big blue letters across my black blackberry.

I answered.

Jay: Yo, Dyls!

Me: Hi..

Jay: You sound..upset?

Me: Nope, Im happier than having my first boyfriend! Of course im up set!

Jay: ...Hey.. Remember that Ian dude?

Me: Yupp..

Jay: He's into playing Zelda and i overheard him...Well saw him texting to his friend that he couldn't go to his place because he was going to a video game convection. YOUVE GOT TO COMES!

Me: Nope.

Jay: Pleaaase!

Me: NO

Jay: PLEASE!

Me: Whatevs..I'll be at your place in a hour or so.. 

Jay: Yay!  BIIIEE!

Me: Bye..

I hung up and got ready to get a shower.

I got my clothes and locked the bathroom door.

I stripped down and got in the shower and took a shower.

I finsished and got dressed.

I wored a white tanktop with a hoodie and shorts.

I did my hair and and got my bag and phone and ran out the door.

I got in my car and started driving to Jordans house.

She was waiting outside.

She got up from a brick wall and came near my car.

I put the window down.

"Ya coming in or not?" I asked.

She made me a face telling me to stop.

After she got in the car we, Well i drove to Zelda video game convection.

It was 15 looong minutes and silent.

"So..Why are we coming here again??" I asked stupidliy, trying to bug her.

"Ian...!" She said singysongy. "You to would make a perfect couple! Just imagine you and Ian and then the kids and..." She kept on going, Imagining how perfect me and Ian would be.

I rolled my eyes and scoffed under my breath.

You and Ian...Ian, Ian,Ian..

The words kept on replaying in my head like a broken record.

I shurged it off.

"You should ask him out." She said.

I looked at her.

She looked so serious and sounded so serious. I know Jordan, When she's serious she's serious!

"I-I-I...I don't know..He's popular and me?...Im just some outcast that'll never find true love! And if i have a true love..He probably died or something! I...WILL...NEVER...FIND...TRUE LOVE." I pointed out to Jay.

Jay stayed silent to what i said.

Good then, She was finally quiet.

I layed back to my drivers seat, shuffuling to get comfortable.

Until..

"BUT LOOK AT IAN! LOOK AT YOU! IM PRETTY JELOUSE OF YOU BECAUSE, LOOK AT YOU!YOUR CHOCOLATY BIG ROUND CUTE EYES, YOUR LUCIOUS HAIR! AND YOUR BODY, YOU LOOK LIKE A MODEL! ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS...GIRL UP AND STOP BEING SUCH A WUSS AND ASK HIM OUUT!"

Speak of the devil..

"Fine! I'll try to be friends with him, preten like if i don't know him and have a clean start with him and...Ask him out! Now stop talking while im driving...You know it makes me nervous.." I said in a calm tone.

Inside i felt like if i was dying..

How could she think that im going to talk too a guy that threw me away just for popularty? Huh?

I kinda felt guilt..I sincerly don't know why.

We arrived and got outta the car.

I had my head down until i bumped into a guy.

"Hey watch were your...going?" I said.

Infront of me..Stood Ian Lancaster..

:::Continue:::

::::This was only the intro::::

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