How It All Started...

How It All Started - In the Air

This would be my first time riding in an airplane. Considering the fact that I'm terrified of heights. We pull up to his private jet.

"Hey guys. This Ariana. The one I've been telling you about." Justin introduced me to the crew. 

"Hi Ariana. Glad you could join us." Scooter, Justin's manager, told me. I felt welcome.

I try to prepare myself for the airplane ride, but my body wouldn't budge when it was time to go. "Are you okay?" Justin asked with a worried look on his face. I clear my throat. "See um. I forgot to tell you I'm kind of afraid of heights..." My heart was racing.

This reminded me of the time I was a Six Flags. My family kept pressuring me to get on this rollercoaster, right? Well, I did....and I puked everywhere. The only difference is I wasn't getting pressured this time. I knew when Justin was being serious with me. 

For some strange reason I wanted Justn to ask me out. I didn't know what I was going to say, but I just wanted the satisfaction of knowing he wanted me.

"You can hold my hand the whole way." It felt like he actually cared about me. About my thoughts and feelings. "Okay." I said softly." He grabbed my hand and we boarded the plane. As soon as I sat down I felt my phone vibrate.

It was Caroline.

*I know you're out with a boy and i will find out who it is* She was never going to find out about me and Justin. That is, if I ever I told her.

*Good luck* I text her back. I was already scared and she was annoying me. 

I gripped his hand tighter and laid on his chest. This was something I knew I wanted. This type of relationship. This boy.

He handed me a one of his headphones while we listened to Drake. After a couple of minutes he dozed off and so did I.

***

"Wake up!" Scooter yelled almost making me jump out of my seat. Justin woke up and rubbed his eyes. I look down and we were still holding hands. I blushed really hard. "How'd you sleep?" He asked. " Really well." We got up and walked off the jet. We made our way to the hotel. 

I was glad that he had a day off before he had to work. And he was spending it with me. "We're going to a restaurant. I rented it out for us. Tonight." He pulled me in by waist kissing my forehead.

I hoped he was going to define the relationship between us. I liked him. I didn't think I ever would. He's always in the media. People making rumors. I didn't see that in him. I saw that he was passionate, caring, and had a great sense of humor. He always manage to put a smile on my face.

*** 

We pull up to the restaurant. We sat down and ordered our food. Justin looked me up and down several times. "You look....stunning." I had on a black fitted dress, my hair down in curls, and black heels. I mean he looked good too. He had on a nice black suit which fit him perfectly.

"Ari. You mean a lot to me. You've made me smile when I was down the most. I couldn't ask for anyone else to be here with. Seriously."

"Aw. Justin. You're wonderful to me." I said as I twirled a strand of my hair. He looked at me and it looked like he shaking. I saw sweat falling from his forehead. I got my napkin and wiped his face which seemed to calm him a little.

"I want you to be mine." He spat.

"Shit." I whispered to myself. Why did I say that? I mean I know that it was going to come but I still didn't prepare myself for it. I didn't recite my lines in the mirror. His smile faded away slowly and we fell into a deep silence.