The Grendel In Me

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The Grendel In Me Hides Beneath The Surface

Causing My Inner Turmoil, Telling Me I'm Never Good Enough

No Matter What I Do Or How Hard I Try To Subdue Him 

He Manages To Break Through My Thin Wall Of Self-Esteem


Anytime I Choose Right From Wrong

 He Whispers, "Does It Matter?

 No One Cares; Wrong Choice, Try Again"

Coaxing Me Out Of The Light And Further Into Darkness


The Darker I Get, My Anger Blooms

Fuel For My Inner Darkness, Begging To Be Set Free

Again He Whispers, "Set It Free, Lash Out, Don't Hold Me Back, Let Me Out, Only A Few Minutes


Sometimes I Listen, Hurting Anyone Close Enough For Me To Target

But When It Goes Too Far, I'm No Longer My Body's Master

Killing Him With Kindness No Longer Works 

And Only When I Fight Fire With Fire Do I Have Enough Strength To Subdue Him


But It Never Lasts, It's A Cycle

The Grendel In Me Remains

And Will Probably Never Be Defeated


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