13. HEAVEN

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A/N Hello, basically in this one shot you two are the same gender, it'll make it more emotional okay cool

" The truth runs wild

Like a tear down a cheek

Trying to save face, and daddy heart break

I'm lying through my teeth..."

Troye sang softy into his microphone. He had just recently wrote the song and he wanted you to be the first one to hear it as you're his best friend.

"This voice inside

Has been eating at me

Trying to replace the love that I fake

With what we both need..."

You start to see him putting a lot more emotion into the song than you thought he would.

"The truth runs wild

Like kids on concrete

Trying to sedate my mind in its cage

And numb what I see..."

His voice starts to tremble, he looks like he's about to burst into tears.

"Awake, wide eyed

I'm screaming at me

Trying to keep faith and picture his face

Staring up at me..."

You see him starting to tear up, you feel awful, but you just keep listening to what he's saying as it much be hard for him to sing it.

Without losing a piece of me

How do I get to heaven?

Without changing a part of me

How do I get to heaven?

All my time is wasted

Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh

So if I'm losing a piece of me

Maybe I don't want heaven?"

You were speechless, you were shocked. You tried to understand what he meant, but you just couldn't.

"The truth runs wild

Like the rain to the sea

Trying to set straight the lines that I trace

To find some relief

This voice inside

Has been eating at me..."

He suddenly stops singing and you hear him sobbing quietly. You quickly go over to him. He's your best friend, you hated seeing him like this.

"I'm so s-sorry." He says while crying into your shoulder.

"No, there's nothing to be sorry about," you say while rubbing circles on his back with your finger. "I love you, you know that. And so does other thousands of people. You're amazing, Troye you really are." You say while trying to comfort him.

"Please don't say that." He says with a serious tone.

"Say what?" You answer confused.

You feel him loosening the grip and looking straight into your eyes.

"Don't say that you love me!"

"Why wouldn't I? You're my best friend-"

"Don't say that you love me when I just sang half of a song that is basically me coming out to you and confessing the way I feel about you! I feel like you're just pitting me. You must be! I love you in that way and you don't. You always say to me 'love you,no homo though' but i mean it homo! Therefore don't tell me something that will bring up my hopes just for you to crash them dow-"

In the blink of a second, you lean in and kiss him.

"I do love you, yes homo."

A/N Cliche? Probably.

Hello! can ya'll please leave some questions below for my ask the author? That'll be the next update btw. You can ask me anything :)

I love you ( no homo but also yes homo) Stay safe x


I have used the 'no homo' idea from 'No homo Dan.' yep.

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