One In A Million

We Need A Resolution

A week Later

Michael has been staying out late even though I said I'm sorry he just is mad at me, so I got dressed in my dresser room getting ready to get interviewed by Tanya.

I had on a red dress, black flats, red head band, and black and red bracelet, I sat down in the chair and shook Tanya hand.

“Hi, it's a pleasure meeting you Autumn so your pregnant,”She asked

“Yes I am,”I said

“Oh, okay so in the Music industry what is like to be so young and doing a lot of work,”She asked

“Well it's not as easy as it seems, it's very stressful, pulse I'm an actress and model so I have to stress myself ten times more then I am already stressed, and I tried to calm my mind but everything around me good is going bad,”I said

“Well have you made any more new songs cause it's been a long time since the world has heard your beautiful voice,”She asked

I giggled “Well I've been in the studio with my buddy Tupac and stuff we have been making some songs I don't actually know when we will actual release but my our new album will be good,”I laughed

“Oh so you and Tupac are collaborating,”She asked

“Yes we are, I wanted to have him on my Album cause he such a great inspiration to me literally he is and he is a gentleman, every time you see his face on the news paper or TV it's something bad but if you actually get to know him you won't be like he a thug and bad influence, cause that's not what he is, he is a thug but not a bad thug at all cause he keeps it real with ya,”I said

“Yeah, so how's your relationship between you and Michael,”She asked

I looked down “I don't know I guess were in the happy relationship,”I said

“But how do you feel Autumn,”She asked

I closed my eye's shaking my head covering my face wiping my tears “I really don't know how I Feel, I've been so upset lately cause of something I did stupid, I didn't want my child to be born in all of this corruption and violence cause that's what I don't want in my child life, and everything that about Michael on tour and stuff it scares me sometimes, cause what if the father of my child doesn't come home and Then my child won't have a father figure to show them how to be tough and be in the right mind set, I mean I try so hard to actually make up for the things I did,”I said wiping my tears .

“What would you call yourself if you weren't you,”She asked

“Um I don't know what I would call myself it's to hard to describe,”I said

After my interview I got home and started cleaning up, I laid in bed listening to music, once again Michael came home very late this time I was awoke listening to music, I looked at him as he got in bed “Why is it Every day you come home so late, I never see you like that anymore,”I said .

“Autumn can we just got to sleep I don't want to talk about this with you alright just go to sleep and get some rest,”He said, I looked down and laid down not wanting to be bother by him.

Next Day

I was making up my bed in the afternoon while Michael had just left  the phone rung I frowned and answered it “Hello,”I asked.

“Hi is Michael there,”A familiar voice asked

“Um no but if you would like to send a message I would be gladly to send it to him,”I lied

“Oh well tell him that it is Diana Ross and I was wondering what time he would like me to stop by and put on a show for him if you know what I mean,”She said, I felt tears dropping “Yes I do I'll make sure he gets the message,”I said, I slammed the phone down tears trickling down my cheek my lips were trembling, I hurried and packed my clothes crying, How could do to this me again, I am not falling for it, I am done, I grabbed my bags and walked downstairs, I'm pregnant and hurt.