Connor's POV
I woke up with nightmares again. They keep getting worse and worse. Flashbacks.. To when i told him i love him. He didn't seem to understand. I thought he loved me too. Stupid Jacob. He took his heart before i could admit my own feelings to myself.
Thoughts
How could i be so stupid! Connor what were you thinking! Your so fucking stupid! Why are you even here? Why are you even famous! Because your a youtuber big deal! Troye's a singer. An actor. All you are is a youtuber! You should of known he was to good for you! Your stupid!
Thoughts ended
I knew Tyler would be up. So i called him.
Call
Tyler- hey, whats up?
Connor- nightamres.
Tyler- again? This is almost a week now.
Connor- yeah, i know.
Tyler- do you think it has something to do with... Your drpession?
Connor- i dont know. Maybe? Can i come over. The whole new arptment thing still kinda creeps me out.
Tyler- sure, see ya in a bit!
Connor- thanks. Bye.
Tyler- Bye.
Call
I put on a pair of jeans converse and a common culture hoodie. I didnt worry about my hair much so i grabbed my keys and left the house.
I got to tyler's only twenty minutes after i called. I knocked on the door and he opened it with a big grin. "Hi!" He said and i smiled. A fake smile like usual. I walked in after him.
"Same nightmares like usual?" He asked and i nodded, "yeah, same old same old. I don't know who i'm killing in the dream though." I said sitting on the couch yawning. "Have you ever thought it.. Could be a sign that something bad is going to happen?"
Once again i shook my head and looked at him. "I'm going to see my phycoligst tomorrow."
"Thats the seccond time this week.Are you sure your okay?" Tyler asked looking back at me and i told him i has fine. 'Pretty little lies' right?
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Behind The Camera
Fanfiction"Tell me pretty little lies" the camera whispered as i tirned it on. It knows my whole life story. I only know some of it's. New apartment. New story. I can start over... Hopefully. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What happens when Conn...
