Tweet my way to your heart

Chapter 3- Weird tweets?

Staring at the ceiling….

You seem to do that a lot. You are going to move in a few days and you are still worrying if you have enough money to pay for rent. Your best friend encourages you, trying to make you feel better but in the back of your mind, you are still worried. When you are worried you turn to music because it comforts you.

You always have loved music. You cried, you laughed, all in all you forget your stress you listen to your songs. You are so busy nowadays and you are sort of thankful for that. You didn’t want to think of things you shouldn’t be thinking about. Like you ex. How he stopped talking to you when you thought you guys are still friends. He finally decided to let you go and you went numb and indifferent because maybe somehow deep in your heart you were waiting for him to come back.

You sighed and stared at the ceiling again. You heard Jaejong’s solo “For you it’s separation, for me it’s waiting.” And somehow it made you feel a bit better. Jaejong’s voice is soothing and calming you down. You wondered f he gets to read your tweets. You wondered what he thinks of it. Does he think you’re weird? You wish you know but then that’s all you could do right now. Wish. Then you checked your phone for the time in Seoul. You saw that it was lunchtime. You tweeted,

“It’s almost lunchtime. What are you going to eat? ^^”

You sighed again. Then music stopped playing and one last cry by yoochun played. You really liked yoochun’s voice and that he sung this song. So you kept playing it over and over. This song reminded you of him- the ex that just left. You don’t really know why you were so hung up on him. Hearing this song, made you stare in the ceiling and sighed heavily.

“My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf

I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone

I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

Chorus:

One last cry, before I leave it all behind

I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time

Stop living a lie

I guess I’m down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there

Guess we never could agree

While the sun shines on you

I need some love to rain on me

Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone

Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do

But have one last cry

Chorus:

One last cry, before I leave it all behind

I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time

Stop living a lie