Neverland

Chapter 2: The Tragidy

         Okay so remember how I told you guys that my dad and I are really close? Well, I  walk into the principal's office and the first thing said to me is, " Alana, you should have a seat for a moment. 

       "Am I in trouble, " I ask.

       "No, but there's something important I need to tell you, " says Principal Montgomery. So I sit down and she gives me a depressed look. I got really worried.

        "Alana, I'm so sorry to tell you this, but your father got into a critical car accident this morning... he didn't make it." All of a sudden tears welled up in my eyes and my mind went blank. I was shaking, though this was normal since I have anxiety. I felt like my whole world was falling apart. I was no longer the happy girl in the back of the class.

         For days, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. Everyone asked me if I was okay. I told them I was fine even though I wasn't. I couldn't believe that someone so close to me could die the very same morning that I ate breakfast with them. I didn't know what to do anymore. My telekinesis was worse when I was in my room alone at night. I would think about cutting, and the blade appeared. This lasted for months. I wanted to go to Neverland.

          After a few more weeks, the thought got worse. Constantly, i was having thoughts of suicide. All I wanted was to see my dad again. I started getting bullied at school for not eating, not talking, and for always wearing long sleeve shirts. Every now and then, when I got hungry, I at an apple and drank some water. I began to realize that i was suffering from anorexia and depression.

         "Since you're always so quiet, why not go kill yourself."

          I was told this constantly, till one day, it became too much. My telekinesis kicked in again and summoned my blade. I couldn't take this anymore. I let the telekinesis get the best of me. Along with everything else that was happening.