My life as Mrs.Payne {Slow Editing - Book 2}

Chapter 74

I wake up slowly, the world around me slowly becoming more and more real. This is insane, I am married, I am pregnant, I am financially stable, this is something I never imagined would happen to me in life. In just nine months I will be a mother to a beautiful little human.

"Good Morning" his raspy voice in my ear while I lay there awake and daydreaming.

"Good morning"

"How do you feel mommy"

"Surreal" I say and rub my belly. The shear thought of carrying a child and being a parent baffles me. Liam and I are going to be parents. I sit up, then scoot myself to the edge of the bed, I stand slowly then travel to the full length mirror Liam had bought us recently. I stand there in my clothes from the night prior and sigh, it took me so long to get this body. . .no I went and got pregnant. I am getting rid of this body faster than it took me to get it. 

"When shall we tell the boys" He stands behind me, kissing my shoulder then rubbing my arms up and down.

"Probably today, I mean one part of the group already knows" I push my hair behind my ear and put my head down as I walk away from him toward the bathroom.

"Woah, hold the phone." he grasps my elbow in his hand and this stops me. I turn around to meet his eyes and he looks at me curiously. "One part of the group? Which part?"

"Well its just Raven,"

"Raven?"

"Look I couldnt handle the whole ride with a two year old asking me what was going on every two seconds okay? I told her not to tell, I told her as soon as I told you I would get everyone together"

"Well then I will send out a text and get them over here, do you want me to make breakfast?" Just the sheer thought of anything with eggs makes me gag. I do exactly that before holding my stomach and mouth. 

"Oh God please do not do that"

"Why? You usually love breakfast"

"Oh God not today though, yuck"

"Alright, alright, I will just make some. . .coffee. . ." He looks to me as if I will give him the right answer, honestly I cant stand the thought of anything right now so he can do whatever he wants as long as I dont make contact with it. He smiles at me before kissing my temple and leaves the room. I grab some new lounge life clothes and go into the bathroom. 

I suppose a shower will help calm my stomach but I sincerely doubt it. I start the water before undressing myself and stepping in, the hot water engulfs my body and I sigh. I was so excited about being pregnant that I forgot all the things will ruin. I mean my body will no longer be this petite cute thing that I worked so hard for. I will no longer have this semi-skinny body that will grab my husbands attention. 

I will be exhausted all the time, I will have to be constantly taking care of the baby and making sure their needs are met, and ignoring the sleep that I will clearly need. And that's another thing, I will have no time to go out and do, especially with Liam. He will soon grow tired of this and decide that this all was in fact too much for him. He will divorce me and go and find someone else who is on birth control wont have such a big chance of getting pregnant. 

"Boys said they are on their way, should be here within the hour" 

"Okay" I sigh, this was so exciting and now I feel like it is just a burden on me and him. I mean he says he is happy but of course he isnt happy, he is just putting on this façade to keep me happy or to make me not worry about it all.

"You alright in there"

"Yeah, I'm fine." 

"I think I know my wife a bit better than that" He says, the curtain moves for a moment before a tall figure appears in front of me in the nude.