Opposite Love

The Cut

Trigger warning:
Self harm,
Depression
Deep stuff
Marks POV:

It has been 2 months since I have talked to Jack. We don't have many classes together other than Math and Art. I've been trying to talk to him on my free time, yet he has completely ignored me.

I've been worried I still bully him, push him around and abuse him just for show. He hates me for that ' Oh, Jack ...... Will you ever forgive me.... I was stupid to try and have a great reputation.... Yet I have hurt you to get it, and I understand if you never want to talk to me again...... He hates... H-he's fucking hates me ...... Fuck!' I thought to myself in anger, sadness and guilt.

I love him and I have a huge crush on him, I need to show him that.

Jacks POV:

I was having an original day at school, not talking to anyone. Not saying a single word, as well as having bruises, scrapes, and black eyes, I'm just a freak show.

I entered my next class, Art. Of course Mark is here ' Fuck 'he's' here.... Well I still love, but still have been hating him for the past few months, that little shiet won't quit trying to talk won't he ...... *sigh* ......well I want to kiss him, and slap him in the face at the same time....... Well that will never happen, arse piece of shiet Jack who nobody loves......... Well.... Fuck it! I know what I will do when I get home...... And I haven't done it ..., for a long, long time' I thought to myself with regret and sadness.

--------time skip brought to you but my friend Sophie.L you are so awesome-----------------------------------

When school ended I sauntered home quickly.... In the rain.

I got home and sprinted as fast I could to me room, without saying 'hello' or 'hi' to my ma'. I finally reached my room and locked the door, thankfully I had a bathroom in my bedroom.

I went in to my bathroom and locked it's door as well. I opened to cupboard that's under my sink and grabbed a kit. It said my name Sean William McLoughlin on it. I opened the kit and grabbed some cloth bandages, disinfectant, medical tape and finally a pocket knife.

I unfolded the knife feeling the cold, serrated piece of metal as it touched my skin. As I applied more and more pressure momentarily, the pain increased more with every appliance.

As the blade went in, a crimson red substance emerges from to wound.

Later, the sound of my ma' dropping a kitchen hardware made me jump, therefore pushing the blade deeper than it's ever gone before.

Right to the bone.

As the pain increased causing me to yelp in pain, I watched as the blood quickly dropped from the impaled wound.

As I watched, I notice tears fall immensely, as fast as I could I applied pressure on top of the wound as I cried in pain. I grabbed the disinfectant and wiped off the blood, cleaned it so it wouldn't get infected.

Next I snatched the bandages and quickly bandaged up my wound which is pouring out blood. While treating I yelled " Fuck!" Thankfully my ma' didn't hear me.

--------time skip brought to you by my math teacher Sr. Toro---------------------

Marks POV:

Jack arrived an hour late to class, math class.

He seemed to have had a horrible sleep the night before, due to the condition of how he looked today. I watched him sit down in his desk, waiting for him to pick up the letter I had left on his desk. I saw him pick up and place the letter into his binder.

"Mark! Dude, stop watching that..... That, faggot.... He's weird and awkward, also we need to give him another beating today remember?"

" O-oh, sorry just checking his condition..... Just to uh, y'know indicate how much pain we are gonna give him....uh, tomorrow!" I said to Felix.

" Tomorrow? Why not today? Mark?" Felix questioned.

" Because tomorrow we can...... Um... Give him t-twice the pain as ..... U-usual" I stuttered

" Oh, ok then good idea Mark! Well I gotta go. See ya, bro!" Felix said menacingly and exited.

"Ok..... Bye" I responded.

(A/N)

This was hard to write, I gotta go I'll be back tomorrow with more chapters.

See ya!

~Fr0stAng3l