I wanted to remain isolated from the rest of the world. I had no idea that why this kinda situation was prevailing upon me.
I just didn't wanna speak to people and participate in any social activity of daily life.
This all was happening to me for an unknown reason. I was unclear about it.
My school mates, my friends and even my parents were complaining me about my strange and unpleasant behaviour towards them. Actually their complaints didn't seem to affect me much. Neither I knew the reason and nor I wanted to. I was happy with it.
I started loving isolation, kept remaining busy in my world of thoughts , music , my studies , admiring the twilight and cold breezes . This all was my activity circle in short and I didn't want any single living creature to be around me.
Hey! What's the matter ? :- my sister asked me entering into the room.
Me :- What. ..O.o ? I glared at her with confused expression.
She :- (polietly) why aren't you picking your cell phone?
I stared at my phone
Me :- oh! The battery is dead ..
She :- your friend called at the home number.
Me :- 0h I see ! ( I mumbled)
After this little conversion she left.
Actually I lied her . I just switched off my cell phone as I wasn't willing to talk anyone.
I turned off the light of my room and felt comfortable as there was no one to talk and argue. I slipped inside my blanket and laid straight on my bed.
Oh God! ------- I said to myself.
I wasn't able to sleep and the clock was striking 11:30.
Like previous few days I wasn't able to sleep.
I got up the bed and realised that it wad quite dark in the room.
* How afraid I used to be of dark *
I remembered
Actually once in childhood I got locked up in dark room and since after that I used to get afraid of dark unless I grew 16.
Once I had to go on a trip to another country. And I was almost 14. I got seriously terrified to hear that I was gonna sleep alone in a separate room.
I couldn't tell this to anyone even because this sounded so funny and childish.
I slept in the room with Tv open and lights turned on...!
However this all was a story of past. I was no more afraid of dark and all.
I leaned slowly towards the windows and it seemed that the moon was smiling at me , spreading its luminous light over the horizon. The cool breezes were rubbing against my cheeks gently, touching my soul with chill. The level of silence had grown all over .And actually I was admiring this moment to the fullest.
The chain of silence was broken by the sound of cry. I sensed that somebody was behind me and as I looked back.....
This is just chapter one!
There is a lot more .
Thank you for reading!
