Forget You Not

I miss you.

I miss the times when we somehow get along even if we always fight over petty things.

I miss the smell every time you put on your gel.

I miss the times when you would hit me for no reason. And then, I'll hit you back.

I miss eating with you.

I miss the times when you would lend me your laptop so that I can watch anime.

I miss watching movies with you.

I miss the sound of your voice whenever you call my name in a Britich accent.

I miss the times when you would make me read some unfamiliar words and whenever I pronounce it wrong, you would laugh your ass off at me.

I miss the times when you would lock your door and I would peek at your windows just to see you in front of the mirror. And you would spend almost half an hour fixing
your hair. You're almost like a girl.

I miss everything. I miss every part of you. I miss all the good times and even the bad times we shared together.

Now, I'm slowly starting to forget everything. It's been almost three years and the memories I have of you are slowling fading away. Even if I don't want it to. I don't want to forget. I will never do. But time's forcing me to do so.

The last thing I told you was "goodbye" and I regret it.

And I regret not telling you those three words, not even once.

I'm sorry.

I wish I could bring everything back to the way it was because I miss having someone to call 'kuya'.