*Laurens p.o.v*
Monday morning, time for school, and I get to see Camila! I was so happy to see her.
To Camz<3:Hey babe;) want to walk to school together?
From Camz<3:Sure:)
I walked to her house and saw her father getting into his car. He waved and I waved back. That's when Camila came out and I couldn't help it but to stare at her. She had jean shorts and a cute blouse from Forever 21 and a cute bow. Once her father left Camila ran to me and I hugged her tight.
"Hey Camz!"
"Hey Lolo"
I kissed her and she smiled during the kiss."Gosh I missed those lips" I told her. We held each others hands and started to walk to school.
"So Camz...how are you feeling?" She gave me no response. She looked out of it.
"Hello! Camz! Are you ok?" I said snapping my fingers in her face. She looked back at me with her eyes watery. I stopped walking and spinned her to where she was looking into my eyes.
"Babe, what's wrong?"
"Forget it." she said looking away. I grabbed her chin to face me.
"No, babe tell me what's wrong, you can trust me, tell me!"
"M-my dad..." she was starting to cry.
"What about your dad?" I said looking at her worringly.
"H-he saw when you kissed me t-the other D-day and h-he hit me s-saying if he c-catches you k-kissing me again h-he's going to s-show me a b-beating." Camila broke down crying.
"Hey, Camzi its ok. I won't let him hurt you again. I won't let him touch you." I said trying to peck her lips but she refused.
"N-no Lauren, it's not possible. We can't see eachother..." My heart broke, and the fact that she called me Lauren instead of Lolo makes it hurt even more.
"So you're saying we can't be together?" I said trying not to cry.
"I'm sorry..." with that Camila ran and I didn't chase after her, I was too hurt to even move. After about 10 minutes I started walking home.
When I got home I saw my brother talking to my parents and they looked at me with disappointment.
"W-what?" I asked almost choking on my words.
"You're gay? DID WE NOT RAISE YOU RIGHT??"my dad said throwing a cup at me.
"Papi, I can't change that, I was born this way."
"No, you are a disgrace to our family. Stay in your room I do not want to see your face."
I ran to my room and locked the door. That's when I remembered I had a bottle of Vodka from the other night and I chugged some. I decided to go to school right after. It was 3rd period by the time I got there. At the end of 3rd period I was walking to 4th. That's when I saw Camila walking into 4th and I came in chuckling.
"Ms.Jauregui are you intoxicated?"
"Yes Mr I am. Why do you care?"
"You're behavior is not acceptable, go to the principals office!"
"See, you don't care. None of you guys do! I mean you can send me to the principals office but you know I'm not going there. But it wont matter to you or this class. You guys are just a bunch of heartless assholes!"
"LAUREN TO THE OFFICE NOW!"
"Damn don't need to scream. I'm leaving anyways. I'm not coming back to this school or town, I'm just so fucking done" I said with my voice out of place.
I walked out of the classroom and drank more of the drink in my backpack. I made my way and sat down at a bench in a nearby park.
"Fuck my life, I just want to die." I said to myself wanting to cry.
"I wont let you." A familiar voice said.
I turned to look and that's when I saw Camila.
"Oh Camz what do you want?"
"Lauren, you can't just drink when you want to get away from your problems."
"Why do you care anymore?"
"I will always care. Tell me what's wrong."
"YOU WANNA KNOW WHATS WRONG? MY PARENTS FOUND OUT ABOUT ME BEING GAY AND SAID I'M A DISGRACE TO THE FAMILY.HE THREW A CUP AT ME. AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF I LOST THE PERSON I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH SINCE THE BEGINNING! WHAT'S THE POINT OF LIVING? I HAVE NO ONE.!"I said, I ended up sobbing into my hands. I felt arms wrap around me.
"That's not true Lolo, you have me. And I don't care if my father doesn't accept us. You have me ok? I'm yours, you're mine." she said rubbing circle on my back to sooth me. I then wrapped my arms around her and cried into her chest.
"You promise?"
"I promise."
I looked into her beautiful brown eyes and I kissed her lips. It felt like home to me. I felt so at home with her. She was my everything.
"Camz?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I see where your dad hit you?"
She nodded no.
"Please?"
She slowly lifted up her shirt while looking away. Her stomach exposed with bruises. Anger rushed over me. How can someone do this to her? Her fragile and beautiful body. I slowly caressed her with my fingers when she jumped in pain. I slowly put my face against her stomach and left sweet kisses on her bruises. I slowly put her shirt back down and kissed her lips again.
"Camz, I'll never let you get hurt again ok? You're my everything. Right now you're my main priority."
"I am?"
"Yeah Camzi, I love you. I always have."
"I love you too Lolo" she said smirking. Our lips met again. This kiss was different. It was filled with passion and love. The kiss made me realize that no matter what, I love this girl and I will do EVERYTHING to protect her in life.
