Not like you...

Caroline Joseph..

Yes... My name is Caroline Joseph. At first glance you may think I was a popular girl with a lot of friends. Think that's true... Take a second look. That's me Caroline that one girl with no friends. Oh and didn't she like get shot or something. Yup that's me. Don't worry I'm fine it was just my leg. But yes I've been in and out. I can't help it. What else do I have to do. But it's not like anyone cares. All they know me for is getting shot or whatever else there is. So no I'm not a popular girl with many friends. I'm just Caroline Joseph nothing else.
I'm on the bus to hell. Yes hell is school. There's some kid who keeps looking at me and it's weird. I think he may be new. Weird. Hell is only a few minutes away I just want a angel to take me away. I don't understand. This kid is creeping me out.i may be short but I can beat my dad up so don't mess with me kid. Ha definitely new because no body stops and stares at me this much. Shit where at hell.
As I walk into the door to hell people look then look away. There's always one or two people who say stuff but it's nothing compared to what does happen. After school almost every day some girls jump me. I've told teachers but know one believes me. I have one friend which is my dad. He was there for me sense my mom died.. But that's a different story. That I don't feel like explaining. No one is looking at me now but I feel like there someone still is. Whatever.
Time to go to science the first class that I sit alone in the back of the classroom for. We usually do partner work in science but the teacher lets me work alone.
"Hello class, so today we have a new student his name is Josiah." The teacher exclaimed.
It's the middle of the year why would you come now.
The teacher whispered something to the kid and pointed towards me. As the kid walked over I noticed something familiar. It was the same person from the bus. Great. I know have a science partner. So excited. I'm being sarcastic. Like always we have to work in partners. Where doing some kind of lab. I'm just going to try to do the work myself. The guy keeps looking at me out of the corner of his eye. I just keep doing my work alone for as long as I can.
"Hey... Um I'm Josiah." He seemed to be nervous when he was talking.
"Um... Hey." I don't really like talking so.
"Your name??" He asked
"Oh um.. Caroline." I answered. I suck a conversations.
"Oh ok.." He said turning away.
I turned away as well. I just started to do my work. The bell rang so I just left to go to math class. Another class where I sit alone. The kid walked into my class. Just my luck guess who sits next to me. Why do I have the worst luck this kids everywhere.
Lunch time I'm so happy oh and this kid is everywhere!!! I'm just going to at my lunch alone. Hopefully or will this kid sit near me again. I'm just eating my lunch alone. Alone.
"Hey um can I sit here." Someone asked me
I looked up and I probably looked stupid cause I had food in my mouth still. Guess who the kid again. Josiah is his name I think and I think I'm going crazy.
"oh uh sure.." I said. Ok this kid is everywhere. Maybe I should just make a friend?? Jk that won't happen.
"I'm Josiah." He said
"I know you told me." I laughed a little
"Oh yeah right sorry." He said embarrassed
"It's ok. I'm kinda not the person anyone remembers." I said looking down.
"Are you ok??" He asked me.
"Um yeah. Just new to this whole talking thing." I said cause ya know I'm a downer.
"Hey, um do you wanna maybe be like friends." He asked.
"Yeah sure." I laughed a little again.
We started to eat and talk. But coming to hell today I didn't think that it would be different from other days. But it is. I made a friend. I'm kinda happy about it. So yeah. Friends. That's nice. I have a friend.