This book will NOT just be messages.
Started : November 2nd 2016
Ended : On hold.
Update : 1/21/18 currently rewriting or continuing as of today.
GIRLxGIRL
I have horrible grammar so just a warning.
I stop at the nearest Starbucks & decide to just chill for a minute. I can't keep letting myself get stressed out like this. it's not worth it. he's not worth it. I miss Hailey.
Madison calling ...
Accept Decline
I decline her call not wanting to talk to her anymore what so ever. I don't have time for immature people like her. She was suppose to be my best friend but is sleeping with my ex boyfriend.
I continue to try and clear my mind. Grabbing my coffee, I walk around the strip mall. I end up buying a few things. Not much but still something.
I go home after having nothing really to do. I leave my bags at the doors & go upstairs, walking into my closet grabbing my shorts & a oversized hoodie with a pair of fuzzy socks.
I grab my phone & unlock it.
@selenagomez liked your tweet!
" @arianagrande : omggg I just wanna thank God rn. Like have any of you guys seen @selenagomez 's selfie? "
I don't think I'll ever get used to seeing her name pop up on my phone.
I walk into my living room & turn my TV on & start scrolling through the channels. I click on to WOWP & see little Selena as Alex Russo. She was so little & now she's all grown up with millions of people looking up to her.
I turn onto the camera as I try to find good lighting to take a bomb ass selfie & thankfully I did. I click onto instagram & accept some of the followers request. I got bored after a while so I decided to post my bomb ass selfie because I can't just let it go to waste now can I?
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@arianagrande - If you feel like you’re the spark, then come out of the dark✨
I instantly start getting likes & comments.
@lovingselena : you are so beautiful.
@jelena4ever : why did selena follow you on Twitter? 😒
@madisonb : I miss you babe 😔 I'm sorry..
@brandonjames : damn mami 😍
Not wanting to see if I get hate or not I log off & decide to watch Wizards of Waverly Place for a while.
I wake up to my door being banged on. I grab my phone to see what time it is 4:56 pm. I groan when I hear the knocking again I stand up & walk over to my door with a blanket wrapped on me. I swing my door open only to slam it closed when I see Sean standing on my door step. due to Sean's big ass foot in the way my door wouldn't shut.
"What the fuck do you want" I say to him.
"Ariana what is the big deal with me fucking Madison? it's not like I was gonna get some from you" he says rudely to me.
"You know what? fuck you & your small ass dick bitch," I scream at him while slamming my door shut & locking it.
Shutting the Tv off, I go upstairs & lay down in my bed, watch Wizards of Waverly Place & just chill for the rest of the day.
I log back onto Instagram && look through my comments && my messages. I decide to first look at the comments.
@kadxnlove : you're a babe 😉 dm me?
@stellalxl : wowzers😍😍
@selenagomez : Damn princess😍👑 & I peep my lyrics 😉
@jelena4ever : nooo. Selena 😭
@arianagrande : 😘😘 @selenagomez
ignoring everyone else's comments I look through my messages.
@mybbyjelena - can you just back tf off Selena? she clearly still wants Justin. 👋