As you lay there, cold bloody and alone in the abandoned building you feel tears starting to streaming down your face.
"Why did you go after that stupid demon", you thought to yourself. "Why did i yell at the guys?" "Why did i run away?" All these questions flooded your mind.
Your head starts to throb and there is a burning in your chest as your breathing started to slow.
You close your eyes ready for death to wrap his cold hands around you. Your vision starts to blur then there's just darkness....
Suddenly, you see a light and walk toward it. "Is this the way to heaven?" you thought. As you get closer to the light you have to shield your eyes because it's so bright but you keep on walking. Before you knew it you were standing back in the bunker. You look around very confused. You see Sam, Dean, and Cas sitting around. Dean has his head in a book, cas is trying to eat a sandwich, and Sam is looking at his laptop looking for another case.
"Sam, Dean, Cas." you say with a smile. They ignore you. "SAMMY! DEANO! CASSIE!!"
You yell their nicknames, yet again they still ignore you. Your heart drops when you realized what was happening.. "They can't hear you (Y/N)" you hear a voice behind you say.
You slowly turn around to be greeted by the one and only infamous... Death. His eyes piercing your soul. "What is this?" you ask looking back at the boys.
"This my good child is your glimpse at reality" he says coldly.
"So this is what they are doing right now" You look at death as he walks to your side.
"Yes and by the looks of it they don't even know you are gone." he says.
You look at the boys and smile weakly "well they never really noticed me anyway I suppose"
You had a major love you the boys they took you in when you were 19 you. You started hunting when you were 9 with your father. Your mother had died when you were born so your father had raised you. Your father had died when you were 12 he was killed on a hunt by Crowley. You kept with the family business after he passed away. You met the boys when you were on a hunt to track down crowley. They liked you instantly and invited you to live with them in the bunker.
You suddenly hear a book closing and turn around. Dean had closed the book he was reading "i'm hungry let's go get some burgers and pie from the diner down the road" he says. Sam closes his laptop "sure i'll go see if (Y/N) has calmed down and wants to join us" he says as he gets up from the table. "Well hurry up i'm starving" says Dean. Sam starts walking to your room and you follow him.
He knocks on your door and it pops open. "(Y/N)" he says as he peeks his head in. He looks around the room and doesn't see you. His eye is suddenly drawn to a piece of paper left on your dresser. He walks over and opens it up and carefully reads it. It was the note you left telling them you were running away and to forget you even existed.
"DEAN!" "CAS!" Sam yells, as he runs down the hallway. "What's up where's (Y/N)?" Dean asks.
Sam holds up the note. Cas and Dean instantly know and quickly grab their stuff and hop into the 1967 chevy impala. They know you couldn't have gone too far knowing you were on foot. Sam sat in the passenger seat as he tracked your cell phone. "Abandoned warehouse just about 8 miles from here" he says as Dean steps on it.
As you watch the boys frantically look for you with death by your side you sigh. You see the boys pull up to the building that you were in and quickly got out of the impala. Shotguns at the ready. They slowly crept in, in case there were demons or monsters. As they split up looking room to room they still couldn't find you. Finally Sam called your phone and it rang in a far upstairs room. They quickly ran up the stairs and toward the sound of your phone ringing.
They opened the door to the room you were in quietly and quietly walked in.
You watched this as you stood on the opposite side of your body that was laying in a pool of blood. You had been stabbed by the demon. "(Y/N)!!" Sam, Dean, and Cas yelled at the same time as they ran toward your body. Dean checked for a heart beat while Cas placed two fingers on your head.
After 5 mins of trying to revive you they finally gave up. Sam placed your head in his lap. While Dean and Cas took your hands and held them tight. They started to cry knowing they lost the person they loved.
"(Y/N)" Sam started to say. "you were so beautiful, so graceful, so funny, and so caring." "what happened?" "Who did this to you?" "I love you so much (Y/N)." "Please Please come back to us. Come back to me." He said through sobs.
"(Y/N)" Dean said. "God you were such a badass hunter." "you always knew exactly to do even when we didnt." "you kicked some major ass." " we always pulled awesome pranks on eachother" "Man i'll miss your smile in the morning and just having someone to sit down and have a beer with and talk" "I love you" "please come back if you can hear me please come back to us." Dean tries to hid his face as the tears come streaming down his face.
"(Y/N)" Cas Whispered. "I am an angel of the lord and we don't have feelings but i know deep down inside that it hurts worst than getting pierced by an angel blade, to see someone so close, so loving and so pure have their life snuffed out." "you were god's greatest creation to me and even though i don't understand this love concept, i love you so much and i'll miss all of our late night conversations and all your "how to be a human" lessons." "Please (Y/N) come back please."
As you listened to the boys say such loving words and they cried over your body, you realized maybe you were to hard on them when you yelled at them. They were just being protective of you. They did notice you. Sadly it was too late. Death placed a hand on your shoulder and gave you a look. You knew it was time for you to go but you didn't want to. You wanted to go back to the boys. You watched as they carried your body out of the warehouse as they were going to do a proper hunters barrial. You watched as they wrapped up your body in the white cloth as they set up the wood and placed you in the middle. They started to say their goodbyes before they lit the fire. You didn't have much longer to go threw with your plan.
You took Death's hand as he started to walk away. You quickly grabbed his scythe and took a quick swing at his head as his head fell off and he disintegrated. You quickly turned around and started running back to your body as the boys just started the fire. You jumped at your body and everything went black.
You suddenly felt it getting hotter and you opened your eyes and realized you were back in your body but were wrapped up in the fire. "GUYS I'M NOT DEAD!" you yelled and started squirming to get away from the fire you suddenly felt a pair of hands quickly grab you and pull you outta the fire. They untied you quickly as you were greeted by the night sky and 3 extremely shocked/happy faces.
They instantly grabbed you into a big hug and you started to cry as they did.
"(Y/N) you scared us kid." "We missed you so much." "we thought we lost you forever." "We are so glad you are okay." the boys said as they hugged you more. You smiled as tears ran down your face "I love you guys" you said.
"Wait..How did you get back?" Dean asked suddenly.
"It's a long story." You say.
"Well we have all night for you to tell us." Sam says with a smile.
"Let's go home boys" you say with a smile as the boys help you up and walk to the impala....
