They Don't Know About Us

Chapter 9

It's been a few days since the last concert. The rest of the lads are out on the town, but not Niall. Niall demanded some time with me today. I rented Varsity Blues and Grease, and then I also bought Black Ops 2. This is going to be the best date ever! I'm sitting on the couch with a controller in my hand, waiting for Niall to get out of the shower.

"Addison, can you come here for a second?" Niall's calling me. I groan, and then walk to the bathroom.

"What'd you need, baby?" Instead of an answer, he pulls me in the shower with him. I get absolutely drenched with shower water, and Niall just looks at me and smiles. I want to look down, but I don't. Niall presses me against the shower wall, and we passionately kiss for what seems like only seconds, but it was really 10 minutes. Then, he starts to thrust. I moan in pleasure, and he thrusts faster. Then, he starts kissing me on my face. He moves down to my neck, softly sucking on my skin. It hurts, but it feels good at the same time. Niall is the only guy I'd do this with, because he's my one and only. Aftter he releases my neck, we just stand there in silence. After what seems like forever, we're interrupted with the bathroom door swinging open.

"What the hell is going on here?!" My cousin, Samantha, yells at both of us.

"What are you doing here, Sam?! You weren't supposed to be here until tomorrow..."

"I was, wasn't I? Well, you should've answered your phone! I called you twenty times! Thanks for worrying me to death!" She walks out, and angrily slams the door. Great. Just great. I get out of the shower, and go put on a new change of clothes. So much for date day with Niall. Niall walks into our room, and wraps his arms around me. I love it when he does this; it makes me feel so safe and secure. But I wriggle out from his grasp, and walk out the door.

"Samantha, please... Don't be upset. I love Niall more than anything, and it wasn't like we had never met before. We both love each other very much. It's not like I'm pregnant or anything.." Sam glares at me.

"Addison, you're my cousin. I care about you. But, I don't want you to be pregnant at 17. You have college to look forward to, and highschool! You have to finish highschool!"

"Um.. Sam, about that.." She looks confused. "I, um. I'm not in highschool anymore... I got into a fight one day, and then I got expelled. I didn't want to tell you, because I knew you'd be mad."

"Mad? I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed. What good has Niall done for you?"

"He's saved me. Where were you when I did this?!" I shove my wrists in her face, revealing my scars. Her eyes widen, and she goes to hug me. I back away, and tears fill my eyes. I run away, and find Niall in the tour bus, looking through the date I had planned.

"Varsity Blues and Grease? Black Ops 2? You really did plan this, didn't you?" I start to feel a lump in my throat, as I run into Niall's arms, crying the hardest I've ever cried. He hugs me, and I hug him back. He really does love me.. As he lets me go, I run into the bathroom. I close and lock the door, turning the shower water on. Only, I don't take off my clothes. I grab a razor, and sit in the shower, cutting my skin as if it were paper. The blood trickles down my arms, and I feel nothing at all. Wait, I do feel something. I feel relief. The relief of my own blood trickling down my skin, it feels painless. I sit in there for hours, just crying and cutting away. No one, not even Niall can stop me.