Part 7) Father Richard

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Vlyad's POV:

Oh god.. I dont want to hurt him.. He's so sweet and caring.. I shivered trying to get the thoughts out of my head I dont want to let my feelings out I can't, I mustn't! If I did that.. Who knows what could happen it's as if god hate's me.. I sighed heavily I went to church oftenly to try and calm down I sometimes went to confessions just to know that they would forget after the end of the day.

I'm not religious I just feel comfort there.. It's quiet and no one judges you. Being gay may be a sin to god but I still don't care. I am who I am..

I snapped out of my thoughts again to see Dante gone.. I could hear him crying, If he was trying to hide it he's doing a horrible job at it. I got up and followed the noise I found him in his room his door wide open and he was sobbing into his pillow.

"Dante?" I whispered. "Oh.. H-hey Vlyad" he sniffed. "Dante what's wrong?" I asked. "Nothing.." he whispered. "Dante.." I whispered. "Vlyad leave it" he snapped. "Ok.." I whispered and walked off.

I walked down the street ignoring the voice calling after me and got home and slammed the door closed I didn't care about my father or my brothers or even Laurence and know another person.. Dante. I climbed over the debri and floped onto my bed. I was once again useless and tomorrow I had to go out.. I groaned.

Maybe it's time to go back to church.. I sighed and got up and walked out the door slowly going down the stairs and outside the front door. I strolled up the path toward the church. Finally I arrived there wasn't anyone there I sat in the middle of the alter and clasped mt hands together tightly. Tears starting to seep out the preist walked up to me.

"Hey Vlyad.. Is everything ok?" he asked. "Father Richard.. Why is everything so wrong?" I asked. He sat next to me and put his hand on my shoulder. "Vlyad it will get better, Trust me I know you think it's wrong to be the way you are but god is not punishing you for the way you are it may seem like it now but I swear it will get better" He said comfortingly. "Father.. How do you know that.. That it's all going to be ok everything is just punishing me.. My dad, My brothers even my friends are.. There's no one left I can go to except for you.." I whispered. "Let me tell you Vlyad, Everything in life happens for a reason.. It may be for the best or the worst but you can make it stop." he said.

I looked down at the floor and sighed "Thank you Father.." I whispered. "That's no problem Vlyad you come back if you need anything else I'm always here to talk" he said softly. "I'll see you I've got to go" I said. I waved.

I walked toward my favourite place to go the Ro'Meave waterfall it's said if you bring someone you like it will become a blossoming relationship.. It wouldn't happen to me I'm just a reject that everyone takes advantage of..

I wanted to be alone to scream to cry to throw a tantrum because I felt like it but I was never alone.. There's always someone lurking around the corner.

I never acted like a normal child would, I was destined to be different and I was a very different to any other children. I worked hard at school.. I wasn't noticed by anyone I was just known as the reject. I had no one untill Aphmau found me once..

I finally had got to the waterfall I sat in the perfectly cut grass it was just the right shade of green and the blossom tree swayed in the distance the quiet sound of the waterfall runnnig down into the lake. The breeze made the other trees sway as a few leaves broke free and flew around. It's always so peaceful here.. I sighed in content as I ran my hand over the soft grass.

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