You and Shawn have been going through some rough times recently, he's super stressed from this new album and you guys haven't really had time together. You struggled a lot on the inside with insecurity and anxiety but you you never wanted to tell Shawn because he already has so much to deal with, but sometimes people's comments did get to you. You decided you were going to surprise Shawn with a gift because you were fed up with how your relationship was. You got him a card and a bag of muffins. (obvs) you walked in and went to walk upstairs, you heard something strange. You heard Shawn but you also heard someone else. You walked in and your heart dropped, so did everything in your hands. He was with some girl, naked, in bed. You couldn't say anything, you were in shock. Shawn quickly got his pants on and ran to you. He grabbed your arm. "Baby I'm so so sorr-" you cut him off. "No you're not, you're only sad you got caught." You ran down the stairs and shaw followed. "It was just a one time thing I'm so sorry she means nothing to me please don't go." He said on the brink of crying.
"You know Shawn, I came here to bring you a gift. Even when you don't have time for me and act like I'm the last person you want to see I'm still thinking about how much I love you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me in a really long time and the thought of losing you broke my heart into a million pieces. The thought of what you just did actually happening broke it even more but I told myself that would never happen because you loved me, but I guess I was wrong, I'm sorry too Shawn, I'm sorry I tried and I'm sorry I came into your life and screwed things up. But just know what you just did, crushed me." Shawn looked stunned.
"You didn't screw up my life, you were the light in it. I wouldn't have been able to handle half of the things I do if it weren't for you. What I did was stupid and I wasn't thinking. You mean so much to me, you have no idea. She's just an ex and she was in town and you were gone and I knew I'd regret it and I knew I'd hate myself after but I just feel like you hate me and I feel like you don't want anything to do with me and now you probably hate me even more, I'm so sorry." He said and completely broke down. I knew he meant what he said. You went up to him and grabbed his face. "I don want to forgive you." You were crying too now. "But I love you so much, and I can't picture my life without you, but if you ever do this again I have to leave so I'm hoping you love me as much as I love you." He looked so happy and relieved. He wrapped his arms around you and you could here him saying Thankyou through his sobs. You embraced him back and you felt content and all that pain went away as soon as you were with him. The girl had already left. I guess it was time to clean the sheets.
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