As I walked at the line between sand and the ocean waves at the beach with my best friend Rose, I dreamed away. My boyfriend James was back home and I missed him terribly, while I was almost 3 weeks in the south of France. It was almost 10 pm and we just got out of the restaurant. Apparently I was that silent because of James, Rose noticed it. "Do you miss him?" "I do, I really do." We've been dating for almost 2 years now and I can't imagine my life without him. He helped me through some tough situations at home, and my insecurities. Our relationship didn't come that quickly though, after a long period having a huge crush on him without any action between us, we finally decided to tell each other what we felt. I can't describe how happy I was when he told me he liked me for 3 months. He was so nervous telling me, and my heart was beating so fast because he was very serious when he called my name after school. We walked outside and he said; "Lauren, I need to tell you something. We've been spinning around each other for so long now, and I know you like me because my best friend told me so, and I want to be with you." At first I was shocked, because I told his best friend and I trusted him, so he could help us. But I guess that was a stupid thing to do, best friends tell each other everything and I should've known that. After I realized what he said, I just couldn't get another word out of my mouth. I started shaking and I felt so stupid. He brought his hand to my cheek and touched it gently. I instantly blushed like crazy but he didn't see it because by that time he kissed me. He opened his mouth a little and I felt his tongue slipping in to my mouth. Butterflies came up and my lips started tingling. That was probably one of the most precious moments in my life. I was so far away with my thoughts, I didn't notice Rose freaking out until she pinched me in my arm. "Is that Harry Styles?!" "WHAT?" "Right there, at the pier, I seriously think it's him!" "Rose, that isn't even possible. I bet he's touring or something. Your imagination is playing tricks on you." "Lauren, I swear, come on we're checking it out." "Okay but I'm not running." I did the opposite of what I said, despite the smallest chance of him being Harry, I was getting curious because of Rose. We ran to the pier as fast as we could. By the time we arrived the shadowy figure that was Harry according to Rose, was gone. I laughed and said, "you see, babe you're reading too many fanfics, it's taking it's toll on you." She mumbled something I couldn't hear and we walked back to our apartment. It was the first time our parents let us go on a vacation together and it was amazing. We still had one week to go, laying on the beach, swimming, and going out, since we were both 18. It wasn't all good though, we had some fights because she is more of a party animal than I am. "Let's go out again." Rose suddenly said. "Babe, I really don't feel like it right now, you know how much I miss James so I don't want to go boys hunting again. We've been doing that every night, can't we just stay in our apartment for once?" "Well, you aren't much fun are you?" "I'm sorry." "I'll go by myself then." We were almost at our apartment at the beach. I stood still. "I'm serious, I'm sorry, I just don't feel like it tonight, and I don't want you to be mad when you go by yourself." "I'm not." "Well have fun then." She started screaming, and I already saw this coming. "Are you serious? I thought we were going loose this vacation, the fact that you have a boyfriend doesn't mean you can't have fun!" "We've been out every night since we've been here!" I was starting to get pissed. She didn't understand it at all. "Fine! I'll go by myself." She took off in the direction of the taxi stop, where she got in one and went to the center of Juan Les Pins. "Fuck." I mumbled to myself. I didn't want her to go by herself, some of the lads there weren't that soft handed with girls." I decided to go to our apartment first to get my phone that I left there, in case something happened when I was going to search for her. I started walking fast and finally arrived. I went through my pockets to search for the keys but then I remembered Rose had them. "Shit!" I cursed. I sat down at the little steps in front of the apartment and my eyes filled with tears. I sat there for only five minutes when I saw a boy shadow coming my way. Oh no, not him again. One of the bartenders at our standard restaurant stalked me since Rose and I got here. I wanted to hide but I was too late. It wasn't him though, my heart almost stopped and my brains quit functioning for two seconds. I couldn't believe my eyes. The guy coming my way had black ripped skinny jeans and a white t-shirt on. He held his shoes in his left hand and went through his curly, messy hair with his right. Harry Styles. "Hello there, what's the problem?" "I forgot my keys." "Oh, that's a shame." "Wait, what are YOU doing here?" I asked. He sat down next to me and started talking really quick. "Well, I saw you running to the pier with your friend and I thought it was fun to hide, and scare you guys when you walked away, but then you started fighting and she took off so I didn't know what to do, but I couldn't go away having you crying here." "Oh, that's nice." I felt so awkward because I couldn't think of anything to say. "Where's your friend?" "She went out, I didn't want to go, and she got mad." "So you aren't much of a party animal?" "Nope, I'm not, I have a boy-" "Do you want to come with me, to my condo?" "Well, that'd be weird considering I have a b-" "You can't stay here. It's getting cold, I don't want you to get sick because of me." "Well, all right then." He stood up and gestured I should follow him. We walked up the beach, and came to a small path, that we followed all the way to the end. "What's your name, love?" "Lauren." "You're very beautiful, Lauren." He suddenly said, and he smirked. "Thank you." Is all I could say. The rest of the walk was silent. At first I didn't see his condo but when he pointed to a little thing sticking out, I recognized a chimney. We walked down a stone path in the direction of a small, red condo. It felt so weird, walking next to Harry like it was the most normal thing in the world. He acted like that, anyway. He took the key out of his pants and opened the door. Inside there was a big couch with lots of pillows in front of a fireplace. At the end of the room there was a door, that led to a staircase. He sat down, and looked at me. "Not what you expected, right?" He smiled. "I thought of something bigger." "I appreciate small places too, you know. Much more romantic." I blushed and sat down next to him. I looked back. "So, why have you decided to come with me," he asked. "Well, because you invited me to." I said. "I heard you saying you have a boyfriend." I was surprised he said that, because he interrupted me when I was trying to tell him. "Yes, but you gave me no choice." "I did, I tried to convince you but you could've said no." There was a silence. He was right. I could've said no, but I didn't. Suddenly it all felt wrong, I had James, the love of my life, or at least I thought he was, at home. I stood up and walked to the door. "Sorry, this doesn't feel good." I mumbled. He immediately grabbed my arm and I froze. I turned around and looked in his eyes. For one second everything around us disappeared and it was only me and him. Suddenly he let go of my arm, and walked to the fireplace. He started grabbing wood from a basket and putting it in to place, really carefully. When he was done, he asked, "do you have a lighter?" I searched for one in my pockets of my shorts and gave it to him. "Do you smoke?" was his next question. "No I don't, Rose does." "Rose?" "My friend, who I came with." Shit! I forgot about Rose, being all alone, out in Juan Les Pins. "Can I borrow your phone really quick?" "I don't have one, I like to be totally disconnected from everything now and then. Why? What's the matter?" he said, while he lit the fire. "I'm worried about her." "She'll be all right, I promise." I mumbled and walked back to the couch. He sat down next to me and looked at me, again.
His eyes where so breathtaking, everything started spinning and I was getting nauseous. He reached to my cheek with his fingertips, just like James and he leaned in. I wanted to protest but I couldn't. I was paralyzed while he opened his mouth a little and kissed my lips. I tasted him, his lips were salt from the ocean water. His tongue felt warm as it started discovering my mouth. His hands moved from my face to my hips, while his fingers slowly got under my shirt. He grabbed it and pulled it over my head. I was still wearing my bikini, since Rose and I were at the beach all day. He stopped kissing for one second and he looked me in the eyes. "Your eyes are amazing." I started blushing and I took his shirt off to hide it. I gently touched his butterfly tattoo with my fingers. It was almost proof, that this really was Harry Styles. I forgot about James, and leaned in and kissed him again. He laid his finger on my neck and started kissing it. I shivered. His hands slowly went down my chest to my stomach and eventually got down to my shorts. He unzipped it and took it of. I was half naked, with only my bikini on. He lifted me up, and walked up the stairs while kissing my neck. I started to get goosebumps and moaned a little. We came to a hall with two doors, he took the one on the right and suddenly, we saw the whole ocean out of his bedroom. I opened my mouth, and said, "wow." "Beautiful, isn't it?" "It is." He laid me on the soft, big, bed and climbed on top of me. He detached the back of my top and took it of. He went over my breasts with his fingers down to my bottom. He pulled it down and I squirmed my way out of it. I started to unzip his jeans and he took them off. He also took off his underwear, and there we were. Both fully naked. He had a boner and almost sat on top of me. He bend to his nightstand and opened a drawer. He got a condom out, opened it and wrapped it on. "Are you a virgin, Lauren?" "Yes." "This might hurt, sweetheart." "Okay." He gently opened my legs and shove it inside of me. I moaned, it was hurting me. "It'll be over in a second, love." He pushed further and I started crying. He kept going up and down and slowly but surely it was getting nice. He noticed I was relaxing and started moving faster. I was getting turned on and started moaning, out of pleasure. He gasped and started kissing my neck. He played with his tongue and started sucking a little. I pulled my upper body towards him and felt his bare chest, that was a little sweaty. He grabbed my waist and his movements became harder and faster. I screamed and he started gasping even more. This was paradise. I forgot about everything and then I came. He felt it and seconds later, he came too. I was gasping for air while he got out of me. He laid down next to me and pulled my body against his. He kissed my forehead and I fell asleep.
