My abusive boyfriend

Chapter nine

Lilys pov...

I was sitting in the living room by the window watching children play outside. I loved how funny there feet looks when they try to run really fast. I was smiling until the smile became a cry out in pain. I looked up holding my face to see Darius very angry. "Baby what's wrong?" I asked not knowing what I did.

"WHO YOU SMILING AT" he yelled slapping me across my face once again on the other cheek.

"I w-was watching t-the kids, I l-love h-how funny there f-feet l-looks w-when they run"

"So you want kids?" He questioned cracking his knuckles.

"I d-did long a-ago"

He didn't say anything except grab me by my shirt and pulled off the coach throwing me across the living room. I landed on my side and hissed in pain. I got up but was slapped back down. I was trying really hard to hold these tears back, I didn't want to cry anymore but it was hard not to. I got picked up by my hair and being dragged upstairs to our room. At that point tears were coming out my eyes as I tried to keep up to him.

I was grabbed by my neck and thrown onto the bed which made me almost fall off on the other side. Darius then grabbed my hands and tied them to the bed frame yanking my pants down.

" Darius what are you doing?"

"SHUT UP" I get punched in the nose which causes my nose to start bleeding.

"I-I d-don't wanna do this..p-please don't"  I get elbowed in my stomach causing me to groan. He took off his pants and spread my legs open which I kneed him in the face. I was proud until I saw him wipe the blood from his lip. I just fucked up badly. He swung punches and elbows at me until I was slipping in and out of consciousness. I was so weak. He spread my legs again positioning himself at my entrance before plowing himself in with so much force making me yell in pain.

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I passed out when he was choking me half to death after his so called sex with me. My hands were still tied to the bed but at the edge of the bed I saw a knife. I used my toes to pull the blanket towards me then grabbed the knife with my toes careful not to cut myself. I brung my foot up thanking god I'm flexible and grabbed it. I cut myself out the ropes and my arms collapsed down. It felt so good, my arms were so numb. I rubbed my arms while feeling sick.

I went and took a 10 minute shower putting on a shirt and sweat pants. Soon as I was done I ran to the bathroom and started throwing up. I didn't eat anything so that wasn't the reason. I wasn't throwing up blood this time so nothing bad. Wait a sec. No no that can't be or can it. No it can't. Couldn't be. One way to find out.

When I was done I flushed the toilet and cleaned my mouth. I picked my head up from the sink and saw Darius behind me causing me to jump.

"Didn't mean to scare you"

I nodded at his response and turned off the water and dried my mouth.

"I heard you throwing up so while you was doing that I went out to get pregnancy test"

I was throwing up that long??? I grabbed it from him nodding my head and he walked out and closed the door behind him. I opened both of the things and peed on them. I cleaned myself and flushed the toilet and turned them face down on the counter waiting for five minutes.

Darius walked back in and waited with me sitting on the toilet. The test went off making a beeping noise saying there finished and I grabbed them. They both read positive and I gulped not knowing to be happy or sad. I didn't want my son or daughter growing up in this house with him.

"What's it say"

"I-I'm pregnant"

He looked at the test then put them down and clenched his jaw. I looked down and closed my eyes ready to be slapped or punched or anything but it never came. Instead I just got two big buff arms wrapped around me. I slowly opened my eyes noticing him laughing and crying at the same time.

"I'm gonna be a dad" he said which caused me to be shocked. He wants a child?

"You want a child?"

He pulls away revealing his wet yet happy face while grabbing my shoulders rubbing them.

"Always have. I'm sorry for last night. I didn't mean to bring our child into the world like this in such an unhealthy way"

I nodded at his response.

"We aren't getting an abortion babe, we are keeping our little angel forever. Our baby. Our love, can't believe I'm going to be a dad"

I smiled and hugged him. I loved how happy he was to being a dad. He really wanted to. You could tell. But wait now how am I going to escape. He is going to want to keep me here more than he already does. I didn't want to stay. I wanted to leave and keep our child out of this. I have an idea but it will have to wait until after the birth. Hope everything goes well.

We pulled away after couple minutes and kisses. It was a passionate kiss.

"Babe stay here while I cook I don't want you to move an inch"

"No I'm fine I'll go cook"

"No I'm going to be a better guy, I have to, I need to. I know I said it allot but I mean it this time."

He ran downstairs and I walked into the kitchen and sat on the couch. I turned ghost adventures on and watched it while he cook. He got done an hour later and brought my plate to me. It was rice, beans, mashed potatoes, steak, corn, Hawaiian bread and had me a tall glass of dr. Pepper. My favorite soda.

"Thank you"

He kissed my forehead. "Welcome baby" he went to grab his plate and we ate watching the show. We didn't move from that spot at all today. We cuddled and only got up to go use the bathroom. And at the end of the day I fell asleep to him rubbing my stomach while humming. Something he doesn't usually do.

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If you guys are sensitive then I suggest you guys be careful reading these next chapters. There going to be really sad and shocking. Just a heads up no more surprises. 😢☺️. Keep reading, voting and commenting. Thank you bugga boos ❤️