Kio to Amai

Sorry

Hey Amai.
How was school today?
It seems like after a
Long day I feel more comfortable
Coming home to you.

I apologize, I'll be having
Random mood swings all
Week. But just know that
I'll never stop loving you
From them.

I understand that you're
Going through some hard
Things right now. Dealing
With emotions isn't easy.
In fact I find emotions stupid,
They always mess with my head.

But I'm always here
If you need to say something
That's on your mind. I
Realize that I'm probably the
Only person you have.

I mean Rin is there too.
I don't know, there's just something
That seems off about her that
I don't quite like. But yet again
I shouldn't be talking either.

But I'm always here for you,
My peach.
I'll treat you with care
And we'll avoid all of the
Thorns that hurt us in life
Together.

I'll never grow tired of you.
I'm not saying it just for now.
I mean it. How could I ever
Let go of someone like you?
You're the only thing I can
Think about.

I'll go where you take me.
Drag me all the way to hell,
I don't care. Just as long as
I get to see you smile one day.
As long as I get to finally feel
Your warmth one day.

Nope, still haven't remembered
My password. I mean you still
Don't even know what we're
Doing with this account anyways.

You know, while I'm typing
This you and Rin are talking
On our group chat. And I
Feel a bit angry. I don't know why,
I just feel really really angry...

I guess I'm not liking her as much...

But have a goodnight, my peach.
I understand you like joking
With her and stuff. But how long
Can it last for as "just a joke"?
I wish I knew what you were thinking.

Love, Kio.