◆True Love◆ (August Alsina)

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Na'siah's P.o.v

*3 days later*

I went home to my mom I told her everything from the meet up with his mom to the whole break down that ended with a very long kiss. Today, I told her how I'm still not over it and she told me let it go.

I took a long relaxing bath. I mainly thought about the arguement and the words he used begging god for me to come back. Knowing how he truly felt was bringing me closer to him.

"Knock, knock?"

"August?" I said jumping up.

"Yea it's me can I come in?" He asked shyly.

"Yep, door is unlocked," I said trying not to seem thirsty.

"Nobody knows what I go through Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes You got friends that ain't friends no more They don't understand the life I chose See the money and the fame It can hurt everything you love Got some people that depend on me And I can't give up They don't know what I'm going through They don't know what I'm going through." August sang to me.

"August... Your money and fame didn't hurt me."

"The fame did Siah. All these girls that want me, sometimes it's hard to not give in." he said.

"August it's your actions not your damn fame. I understand it's hard cause we not together." I said getting irritated. "How was your fight with Justin?"

"I beat that nigxa ass. He got sent to the hospital and I'm suspended for 10 days." he replied. "He bringing me to court too."

"Auggie? That's a cute nickname. I'ma call you that!" I said not really paying attention. "So auggie did you tell my mom?"

"No but Siah please come back home with me? I miss you and it was hard to sleep for these 3 days," August said with sorrow in his eyes.

"Yea, yea you lucky I missed ya ass," I said kissing him.

"Si stop you wet, I have clothes on." August said laughing.

I got up and went to my room to change. I thought about my desision of going back home with him. It was valid but I was talking to Khalil more and he was stopping by these 3 days.

I shook My mind from that and changed in to some gray leggings, a gray tanktop, a black cardigan, and black combat boots.

"Siah ya phone just went off," yelled my mom.

I went to get my phone from my mom's room and I noticed August was there. I quickly grabbed my phone and I had a text from K-Dollas (Khalil), that read hey cutie.

*text message*

Siah- Hey boo

K-Dollas- What you doing tonight love?

Siah- August finally came and told me how he felt and um I'm sorta going home with him...

K-Dollas- K

*end of message*

I know I hurt him but we've only known each other for 3 days. The 3 days I spent away from the one who hurt me. The one i still want to be with.

I looked up and August was eying me.

"I got something on me?"

"No, who you was just texting?" August asked.

August's P.o.v

"That was uh- Kirk, yeah Kirk he had texted me something. It was cute," Siah said not looking me in the eye.

"Yea okay I'm trusting you Si."

On the ride home all I could think about was the shit I did when she was gone. It was only 3 days and all I did was smoke and drink. Her words floated in my head the whole time; "August... If you really feel that way then why do that? What does she have that I don't." And when she said, "You told KayKay you wanted to marry me. Then you go and fuck that hoe. I'm a ROD Aug, I couldn't just leave you. Your my baby, but you really hurt me."

I hurt her. I spent 3 days away from her. Didn't see her at school. NOTHING. She kept her distance.

The drive home was silent. Like there was some sort of tension. I ignored it, but all I could think was what was so damn cute that kb sent her.

*Next day*

I woke up to the aroma of bacon surrounding me. All I could think was damn baby girl is cooking. But when I got up and looked around I wasn't home. I quickly found my clothes and phone. I ran downstairs past the hoe I guess I fucked and down to the studio.

I took a long puff off the blunt I just rolled.

inhale..

exhale..

inhale..

exhale..

inhale..

exhale..

inhale..

exhale..

I still couldnt picture what the hell happened last night so I called up Siah knowing I probably fucked up.

*phone call*

Siah- Hello, What the hell you want Anthony?

Ant- What did I do yesterday I don't remember. I just woke up in another hoe's apartment.

Siah- We got into a argument over Khalil. You told me I wasn't shit. You said you don't even know why you kissed my dumb ass in the car that day. Or, why you even came to apologize and that you should've known I'm unfaithful.

Ant- Si I didnt mean that I-i-i'm sorry.

Siah- Anthony, should I believe you? Cause you woke up in another house. Where are you now? We need to handle this face to face.

Ant- The studio. I'm on my way home.

*end of call*

What the hell August. Why the hell are you so stupid. I just got her back now I fucked up and accused her of some shit. There probably is a mr. Khalil. He's going to pay! Don't mess with a man women.