BANGTAN BOYS AND MY LIFE AS AN ARMY

IT IS NOT A PG 13 RATED THING.WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS SITE?WHAT DOESNT SAVE THE WAY I PUT IT???

ANYONE CAN READ IT REALLY.It has nothing perverted in it. <_< " *angry*

It is not a fanfic.Everything i write in here it is true.It happened. 

This is more like a little jurnal of how Bangtan Boys affected my life. 

What i thought when i saw them on tv or internet and after i started to see them in real life.

I live in Seoul,yes,i am a foreigner.I am a romanian that lived away from home for close to 6 years now without visiting her hometown..i started my 3rd year in South Korea. 

I work in Korea,no i am not a student (i wish i was,but it is not cheap~to study it is a dream i had to give up on for a long time,even if i wanted,even if maybe i am not the most briliant student out there). 

Here life can be a little bit depressing and super lonley,especially when in your workplace you dont have a lot of coworkers and the only koreans you see are 3 of them but most of the time they speak english...so no way like your so called korean skills to get developed. 

I felt fustrated a lot of times,lonley,i felt like i am going to go crazy...but then i remembered that i like it in here.It feels better than home..more confortable..because i am independed. 

Back to Bangtan now. 

So i have this friend online and she introduced my to them before their debut.I think it was with 1 month almoust before their official debut. 

Wow i still cant believe that i am one of the fans that knows them as trainees..i could say. 

I liked their mixtapes ..i had no idea who the members are..how they really look like and other informations. 

They didnt impress me a lot with their debut song No More Dream.I have no idea why,but when i watched it i was just looking and nothing more... 

My eyes got glued by Jongkook..He is so handsome but then when i checked i saw he was the youngest so i tried to stay away from him because damm! he is way too young for someone like me. 

The song didnt clicked..but i listened to their debut mini album and We are Bulletproof part 2 totally won my heart.I couldnt stop replaying that song and slowly No More Dream grew up inside me and i started to enjoy that song too...

Because their image was hip hop ,manly style or how should i call it..i thought they must be a bunch of really serious guys that try to act cool and all..when i reality i learned they are a bunch of dorks that are super adorble and slowly slowly i started to love them to death. 

In one weekend there were 2 fansign events: 

-on Saturday BTS had a fasign event in Ilsan area and on Sunday BAP had one too same area (but it turned out it wasnt in Ilsan at all~i had a really bad day on Sunday .I even cried because i really wanted to see Himchan before they leave in Japan.I had the feeling they will promote there for quite some long time and i was right. But BAP is another story ). 

It was around when they were promoting Oh Are You Late Too album just a little bit after their released it. 

I was curious to see how are they in reall life..because what you see on the laptop screeen and what you see in real life with your own eyes it is totally diferent in my opinion. 

So i said to myself "Why not?Let's give it a try!" 

Saturday i left calm to Ilsan area...which is so damm far away from where i live.It takes almoust 2 hours with the subway to get there. TT.TT