I know it's been months and he's over it by now, but I'm not. I loved him, but he said he never meant it. I wasn't what he wanted, but I've never fallen harder for someone. He's everything I've ever want. I know I talked to my friends about how irritating he is, but deep down that's not how I feel. I keep trying to make myself frustrated with him, hoping that it'll make the feelings stop, but it's not working because every time I try make myself hate him I end up falling for him harder. I know that probably doesn't make sense but I am so emotionally torn about this and he seems perfectly fine...
